When something bad happiness and you try to fix it,it feels like you do something worse every time I try to tell a lie to make things better and lie that I am okay when I am not. My whole schools now me for losing and lies.when schools over I run to bedroom and cry I have therapy to make things better but it is not I dont have a lot of stuff and I also don't have a family.
When I think of family I think of laffter and happiness when I think of me I think crying and sadness I don't have any friends to help me through rough times but I just want to now how it feels like to have friends to help you when your sad and not push you down but push you up. I just want that once. But of course I just can't and where I live is a house in boxes I now how to cook some things cause once in like 6 mothes they give me food. But that just let's out on my creative side.
In Christmas I get invited to parties but never get gift all I get is well you now hate from people at school. But this Christmas was speaical I got invited to a party and I got one gift and that gift was a phone I was so happy that I cried and they gave me a huge hug. And there I stared to grow.
