He loves me, He loves me not

1. The Voice

"He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me..."
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"Matt! Wake up! You'll be late!"
*sigh*
"Matt!"
*groan*
"MATTHEW"
"YES!"
*sits up and yawns*
Why? Why does it have to be Monday? Monday. Out of all of the days. Monday. Ohh what do I have first lesson, oh yes, double Physics with Mr Midrange. And I'm suppose to be able to work out Quadratic Equations and the meaning of Ether by...? *sigh*
It's not that I don't like Physics. I like the Theoretical side of it but having to do it first thing on Monday morning? I don't think so.
I open my curtains without much effort and adjust my eyes to the light. It's surprisingly sunny for such a morbid day. There are a few grey clouds but mostly white. At least it means that I won't be too cold. Thank you Ozone Layer. *bows and sighs*

As you can tell, I am a strange child. Average at school, average at home. I have quite a few friends and I am moderately active. I am 15 years of age and listen to music most of the time when I am in my room. I am NOT a goth, punk or emo however, I prefer to be by myself.

After I finish daydreaming I go to my wardrobe. I pull on some trousers and then my school uniform. I finish off by fixing random hair spikes and putting on my tie. I pick up my bag, leave my room and head for the stairs.

"Who do I sit by for first lesson? Oh, yeah Lizzy."

Lizzy is a close friend of mine. I've known her since I moved here 6 years ago and we talk frequently. She can be a BIG airhead but is always cheerful and bright. She absolutely loves anime and manga and usually stays up binge watching series on end.

"Mannnn. Why do I need to do Physics today?" It's so...
Wait
Wait a minute...
They are in my class. They. Are... My heartbeat starts to quicken and my pace gets quicker. It gets faster and faster until..

"Finally! Merry Christmas(!)"

It's interrupted T_T. By mum.
I look at my family around the table; my younger sister with half a jam toast in her mouth and my dad eating what looks like a sausage plastered in mustard. I silently face palm to myself.

After a few seconds I sit myself down. The usual, Crunchy Nut cereal is out before me.
"There's some milk, and a glass of juice."
I take a sip of the juice
"Pineapple?"
"Yup. The last bottle we have."
*shrugs (showing sign of acknowledgement) and drinks on*

As I eat my breakfast, their voices become blurred and after I had finished, I went upstairs to brush my teeth (one more check in front of mirror) and then headed for the door.

As soon as I had shut the door behind me, I took out my earphones and walked onto the main road. The Road North - BENCHMAKERS, currently my favourite song. It's rock style but not heavy and the voice is not blaring. 'And i will climb... to the cliff side '
I could listen to their album all day...
"Boo!!"
A sudden attack behind catches me off guard and I stumble forward. I turn round to see Alex and behind Susan and Lizzy
"Jesus Alex!! Morning Susan. Morning Lizzy."

Alex, one of my best and closest friends since high school. He can be extremely annoying but is very considerate and funny to hang out with. He's quite popular and is trying to and get Katie, the schools most intelligent, popular and sportiest girl. She seems kind of interested but he acts so idiotically (as a joke) i can't help but laugh. He is also a Anime freak. Or should I say weeboo.

Susan is also a friend of mine. Unlike Lizzy, she is a bit more timid and shy but likes to help as much as possible. She is appalling at lying and gets embarrassed very easily which makes her very cute. She is exceptionally sporty; Captain of the track and basketball team and has competed worldwide before. She has stopped going to competitions because she simply likes sport as a hobby and not as a profession.
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"Hehe sorry Matt."
"Sure sure. Save it. Let's go."

All four of us start walking towards the school gate. Alex and Lizzy are completely wrapped in talking about the latest episode of an anime and Susan simply listens and laughs occasionally. As we enter the gate I hear a familiar voice and my heart starts to quicken
"Morning Tom."
"Hey! Morning Sean."
I turn round and see him, Tom.