I sigh, spinning around in my new skirt. My fairy lights softly lit up the room, my messy white sheets, the vanity my mum got me last Christmas, my vinyl record player played Dashboard by Modest Mouse softly, humming the tune I giggle picking up Vegas (my kitten). She mewls, rubbing her head against my chest.
Bing!
I peer at the computer screen.
'Ash-Master💕' would like to video chat. I grin and click accept, it takes a moment before Ashton is shuffling around. His curl covered head shoots up, " Hi! Hold on a sec.." he messes around with something off screen for a moment. He raises his glass bong to his lips, taking a hit. He sighs out the smoke and coughs. " S-Sorry...I was having a slight panic attack so I need to calm down a little.."
I wave him off, " You're fine, it's therapeutic anyway.." he smiles, brushing a curl out of his forehead he takes another hit and sets the bong to the side. I grin at his goofy little high self, he sniffles.
" So...how have you been? How's America? "
I shrug, " Pennsylvania is fine, I've been running on adderall and redbulls for the past day and half..but anyway..There's this guy that goes to my college and he's super cute but kind of strange? "
Ashton nods, " What kind of way strange? "
" Well...he hangs out at the cemetery...and every time he sees me he blushes and quickly walks away. "
Ashton chuckles " He definitely likes you! You should talk to him, maybe he's a Daddy? "
I start to get hopeful, what if he is a Daddy dom? What if he'll be my Daddy? He's honestly such a hottie ugh..
Ashton smiles " You think out loud..a ton.."
I squeal, jumping in my seat, squirming. " Sorry...Hey, listen I gotta go...Vegas needs to be fed "
He waves, " Bye jelly puff! Talk tomorrow? "
I giggle at the old nickname, " Sure Captain Rainbow Sorbet "
He cackles, throwing his head back, dying with laughter. He leans up, " Okay...Okay, bye *light laugh* Okay bye Jelly Puff..Love you! "
I smile, and close my computer, Vegas meows and leaps up onto my desk. 'Feed me, you undeserving baštard!' She seems to scream. I pet her head and go on feeding her.
•••L U K E•••
I sigh, lighting up a cigarette. Calum slinks down into a sitting position against his headstone.
" Sometimes, I really wish I would've gotten help instead of hanging myself..."
I look down, eyebrows furrowed.
" Stop.....Please, just stop talking about it and kiss me..."
Cal sighs, " You know it never feels the same Luke....I..."
Smashing my lips against his cold, pale, dead ones, cutting him off instantly. His chilly hands find my wavy hair and he whimpers against me. " L-Luke....it's so different now...from before-", my lips travel to his neck, finding his favorite spot. " L-Luke! A-Ahhh...oh god....mmmnm.."
I pull away, Calum's face is still pale, nearly white. His eyes are dilated and full. " I'm sorry...My skin just doesn't heat up anymore.." I shake my head, " It's fine baby...You can't help it...but I know that you'll find someone nice, actually dead at least...". I chuckle, looking over at Cal. His head is down, thinning hair covering part of his forehead. He looks up at me, " Luke? What would you say if I said that I have found someone? "
My head shoots up. " Really? Who? "
He smiles wide, " His name's Ashton...he carved out his eyes, he still has them though which is weird..."
I shudder, this Ashton guy sounded strange compared to Calum. I hear a little gasp from behind me, I spin around. No one...Not a whistle of breath.."
Calum sighed dramatically, " Ash! Come out already, no need to hide! "
A shy boy peeks out from a tree, he's wearing a sweater stained heavily with blood and gunk. He looks up at me, I nearly faint. His eyes are missing, boring bloody holes for sockets. His cheeks are stained with trickles of blood making it look like tears. He smiles shyly but then his face drops as soon as he sees the look I'm giving him. " Cal...he can't see my eyes..he's so scared..I want to help him..." the teen whimpers to my former lover. Cal instantly gathers him into his arms, kissing his bloody cheeks and the tip of his nose. " You'll be okay boobear..."
Cal looks over to me, " Luke, this is Ashton. He's my boyfriend...I guess..."
This isn't even awkward for me, Calum had finally found someone that could make him feel something. I'm haply for him, besides....The little at school is better for me. He's actually alive..
