This is serious. I won't be immature for this. Here goes....
I wanna isolate myself.
It sounds bad, I know. But I can't help myself.
The pain is unbearable. I've been through to much.
Three phobias, anxiety, it's all so hard and painful. I barely smile for real.
I can't isolate myself, though.
Too many people care about me.
Yet most of them can't make me smile.
But four people make the pain go away for a little while, and when that happens....
I smile for real.
