~for you~

~dont move on~

i can't help but think that one day you'll move on after realising that it's not worth it.
i'll think to myself 'maybe i should, too' but then find it incredibly difficult and become ultimately more sad.

i wonder what your life would be like without me. you wouldn't have to constantly have to feel the need to text me, asking how my day was and saying good morning. you wouldn't need to remember to say goodnight with the kissing emoji.

i know for a fact that i'll take me a lot longer to move on than most people.
you're like my bad habit that i can't get over and sometimes i wonder whether that's a god thing or the worst thing in a world.

if you leave, i will miss the good morning texts i get from you. the sweet dreams messages. the funny photos of yourself you'd send me when i'm sad.
i'll miss the way you'd say that you look bad today and send me a photo and i'd almost gave a heart attack at how stunning you are.

you were always there for me and i want to be  there for you so please...

don't move on.