You Know You Lost When You Have Nothing Left To Fight For

3 years 4 month 25 day, or how I call it: The time since my life started

Hey Guys, this is my first PRS story here and my first one in English. I normally write in German, because I'm from Germany, so if there are some grammar and spelling mistakes it would be nice if you tell me guys because I'm still learning. The POV'S will change between Lilly and the one from the author, and that would be me.

Lilly 's POV
When I woke up, I just wanted to go back to sleep. I knew it was to early in the morning. I knew it without looking at my phone. I was hearing the birds outside and somebody was in the kitchen making breakfast. I really hoped it wasn't mys brother nor my sister, because both of them can't cook. I don't want to be mean or anything like that, I really appreciate that they took me I'm 3 years ago, but they can't cook. That's why normally Ji or I are cooking. Or Em, but my brother is sort of over protecting. But that's how he is. He don't want us to get hurt. He loves me more than everything and Em more than me.
While I was still lying in my bed, hoping my sibling's wouldn't try to cook, I remembered what today was. It was Sunday, but not any Sunday. The first Sunday this month and that means my brother and I are going to train today. He promised me that we wouldn't train on the weekends expect the first Sunday in the month. And I said yes, because if not I would have to train everyday from Monday to Saturday.
And then I heared somebody swear, so I stood up to see who was it. Still tired, because I was up till after midnight and it was just half past eight. In the kitchen I found Emily, that would mean either my brother was still sleeping or he was jogging.
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Hey, why are you up so early?", Emily asked when I entered the kitchen. "I hope I didn't woke you up."
"No you didn't. I woke up by myself." I answered her. That her swearing was the reason why I stood up I didn't told her. "Is my brother running or still sleeping?" I asked her. She gave me a plate with French toast. I love her french toast. It is even better than my one. So I don't understand my brother why he don't let her cook.
"What is about me?" My brother suddenly stood behind me. "Did you slept well?"
"Yeah, we slept well, didn't we?" Emily asked me and looked at me.
"Of course we slept well, even I'm not ready to train today." I answered honestly. My night had been way to short.
"Well, I didn't planed something hard for today. Just some symbol power exercises." He said and sat himself next to me. Emily gave him also a plate with French toast.
"That's what you call simple?" I asked my brother curious. He knows U hate symbol power exercises. "Why can't I just spare with Emily? That's easy."
"I never said it would be easy, I just said it's not hard. And you know how I think about you and Emily sparring." My brother said to me. How I sometimes hate his overprotecing doing.
30 minutes later I was outside in the jard ready to train with my brother, when he came out. From the look in his face I knew something wasn't right.
"We don't train today, you can go back inside." He just said, without looking in my face. But I knew something was wrong.
"What is it Jayden?" I asked my older brother. His is eight years older, but still can't lie.
"It's noting. Just go back inside and..."
"And do what? Have I ever told you that you are a bad liar? Because you are one. So what is it?"  I asked him. Something was going on and he didn't wanted Emily to know.
"There was an attack in the city and I don't want Emily to know. Not right now." He said. Sometimes I didn't understood his overprotecing doing, but in this case I was totaly on his site.
"But there wasn't an attack since 3 years, 4  month and 25 days." And since 3 years and 24 days Emily 's been living with us, I thought. She had been gone 4 month, the others 3 years, 4 month and 25 days.
"I know that Lilly. But you don't need to help me, I can handle it by myself." He turned around and wanted to talk away, but I stopped him.
"You can't go by yourself. You are weak." I said after I turned him back to me. How I sometimes love my powers and how strong their are. How strong I am.
"Lilly let me go. I'm not weak, just because you are jusing your powers on me." He tried to break free but he couldn't. Not unless I want it. But if I would, he would fall backwards.
"Lilly, let your brother go. Jayden, take your sister with you." Ji suddenly was in the door. Did he had saw everything?
I knew that if I wouldn't let Jayden go, Ji wouldn't allow me to go with Jayden, so I elet him go. And like I said, he fall backwards, but I grabbed his arm so that he didn't fall.
"Good reflexes, Lilly. And now go." Ji said. Jayden and I got out our samuraizer and we morphed, while we were running to the gate. His team was 3 years, 4 month and 25 days gone and the could be gone for forever because since the left I have a family. That was the day, my brother got custody for me and pur mother moved away. That was the day my life had started.

Thank you guys for reading the first chapter. I really hope you all liked it. It would be great if you leave a review, because I would like to know if you like how I write and if I could do anything better.