Another hopeless day

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"BUZZZ.... BUZZZ"
I tried opening my puffed saggy eyes from sobbing a whole river last night,
I sighed hoping it wasn't Tilly calling again.

I grabbed the pillow and covered my ears with it, the phone was ringing and ringing non stop. "UGHHH!"
I shouted in frustration.

Suddenly I ripped through my long blanket trying to get out of my bed then slumped my way to the table, I threw my phone across the floor letting it skid ,and I fell on the ground, once again, I found myself crying.

"Chantelle! Darling are you okay?!"

It was my mum being my mum like she always does, rushing through the corridors like a fireman trying to save someone. She swung the door open with her foot and ran across the room with two white towels and a box of tissues.

"Oh my lord!"

She said as she spotted my phone buzzing and buzzing under the bed.

"Listen.. I've told you to get over the fact that people are not wanting you to be the way you are, you just have to learn how to grow up and get over it-"

" I DONT WANT GO GROW UP MUM! YOU KNOW WHAT IVE GONE THROUGH ALL MY YEARS AND I JUST WANT TO END UP BEING DEAD!"

I grabbed my faced in fear and was gasping out of breath, my mum was patting my back trying as hard as she could to calm me down.

"Chantelle, I'm truly sorry if I made you upset... I'll just leave you alone so you can feel better after your sob"

She handed me over the box of tissues and flushed whilst she was walking out the door and gently closed it.

I could hear her sniffing and blowing her nose whilst she got her bag and closed the door rushing on her way to work.

I stood up and barely couldn't even see after Rubbing my stuffy eyes. I slumped myself down on the bed and sighed.

"BUZZ... BUZZ" I rolled my eyes then leaned myself under my bed letting the left over tears fall, I slid my phone and took it up with me to the bed"
"Oh wow look who it is.. The bitch Freya again."

I said under my breath. I pressed the green button. And I knew that this would be another waste of useful hours.

"CHANNIE!! I can't believe I had just called you like.. A TRILLION TIMES!! What have you been doing?!"
She shouted in a girly way.

"Freya please.. I was just getting ready for um.. Sc..school! Yes uh school"

"OMG YOUR LIKE SO DUMB! There is no school today!! It's only Saturday"

She screamed whilst shuffling packets of sweets up her mouth.
"NOM..NOMM. MMM! Haven't you like tried the new skittles! They are sooo delish!"

That's it. I ended the call I couldn't stand anymore of her cringey voice,

"please stop calling me I don't like her she needs to get over it" I said to myself whilst stomping angrily to the bathroom.

I stood there more than three minutes looking at my horrible face. I turned on the warm water and splashed it onto my face pretending that I was in a advert, which I'll never be in.

I decided to take a thoughtful shower to start my 'wonderful' day.

I decided to take a thoughtful shower to start my 'wonderful' day

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