Tried To Tell Ya I Was Crazy

Test Day

I was sleeping until I heard an alarm go off and I heard my mom and stepdad fussing. Uggghh Can't I have at least one day with out them trying rip each other's throats out.
I got up and walked in my bathroom and took a shower and got ready for today . After I walked out of my room I asked my mom to braid my hair into 2 Niki braids. She braided my hair and asked me if I was scared because of today . I said yea a little bit .
She told me not to worry and told me that she would support my decision when I choose my new faction tomorrow.
I was really great full for her . I just couldn't stand my stepdad Charlie he was so mean to me. And then sometimes momma is like that to. When I go to my real dads house it's basically the same as it is my mom's house. I feel like sometimes that I'm not loved and I just want some one to love me .
Then I look at the time and realize that I have to be at the middle of the town where all of the factions send their kids to take the test . I was waiting in the hall when a young woman only a few years older than me called my name. I sat in the chair and she introduced herself as Tori. And she gave me a glass like cup filled with blue liquid and she said Bottoms up. I drunk it and then I seen myself as a young girl playing with a dog. Then the dog starts growling and running after the younger me and then I ran after the dog and slammed it to the ground.
After that I woke up and Tori said get up and go home the serum made you sick. Then I asked her what my test results were and she said they were inconclusive. She said that I was divergent and I said that's impossible. And she said that she put my results as Abnegation. She said its not impossible its just rare and you can't tell anyone about this or they will kill you ok.
And go home before people start asking questions.
I got home and my mom says what are you doin home so early ?.
I told her that I got sick from the serum and I go lay down in my bed. My mom checks on me a couple hours later and says get some rest for tomorrow.  Righttt tomorrow I think to my self.
Do I really wanna leave this place or stay.
Then I said to my self hell nah Jaslyn you stayed in this place to long . I look at the clock and its 10:00 at night .
I drift off to sleep and then I hear that same ol alarm aggravating the fuck outta me. I wake up take a shower and get dressed for today . Today I'm gonna kiss this faction goodbye .
I'm nervous but then again ready .
I take my seat beside my mom and stepdad.
I look over to my left and see my dad lookin at me .
I roll my eyes and wait for the Abnegation leader to call my name. Then a few minutes later I hear "Jaslyn Rolin come to choose your new faction". I walk down to where they have the knife and the bowl things associated with each faction .
I pick up the knife and cut my hand and let the blood fall on the sizzling coals . " Dauntless" The Abnegation leader says as all the Dauntless faction hoots and hollers. I feel my dad and stepdad sending daggers at me but I turn around and flip them off.
I kinda like my new attitude now tho. The one that basically doesn't take shit from anyone and shows no emotion.
One of the Dauntless kids says its time to go "Rolin".
I walk put with him and introduces himself as Uriah . And i say its nice to meet ya Uriah with my country accent kickin in.
He says its nice to meet you to Jaslyn . I guess I gotta new friend.
He loves to pick on my accent tho. But I don't mind .
And then he says come we gotta jump on the train I jump onto the train and say damn that was fun. Then Uriah says if you think that is fun then wait a couple of minutes. Then I look over and say shit we gotta jump again. I grab Uriah's hand and we jump again  landing on the concrete . Then I hear a deep sexy voice say Alright listen up I'm  Eric one of your leaders here at Dauntless.
If you wanna get to Dauntless you have to jump.
Then his icy blue eyes meet my goldish brown eyes and he smiles at me. I return a small smile back and then I notice that this guy probably doesn't smile a lot. Then he says alright who's gonna jump first? I mean someone's gotta .
Then for some reason I got the nerve to say I'll jump with that southern drawl of mine kickin in again. Eric smirks at me and says Oh really ?. I  said yup challengingly .
He says alright go then.
I jump off the building and land in the net .
Then someone helps me out of it and I turn around look at the person and realize its Eric. I asked him how did you beat me down. He said don't worry about I how beat you down here Babygirl. I looked down at my feet because he called me Babygirl no one has called me that in a long time. I smirk at him and tell him thank you for helping me get down . I look up at him and realize he towers over me by a foot. I'm tiny compared to him. He looks at me and says ya welcome kitten . What's up with these pet names I thought to my self . And then he says oh and they assigned you as my roommate Rolin. I completely blushed at this and walked with him to his room. I felt my heart beatin like a bullet in my chest and asked my self are you really ready for this .
Eric walks over to me and hands me a shirt to sleep in and I realize its the one he had on a few minutes ago and then I look at him and he's standing there shirtless smirkin at me telling me to put the shirt on.
I looked at his chest and abs and my mind wondering what he would do to me if I was completely naked. I was in a trance for a little bit and I snapped outta it . Eric said you like what you see Babygirl while smirkin at me. I returned a smirk and said yup.
Then I told him I need his help getting out the abnegation dress I was in. After it was off of me Eric was just staring at me takin in every inch of me. I was tryin to cover up my self when he said don't be shy around me ok and don't try to hide yourself from me ok your beautiful. Then he brung up the question that I was scared to answer Are you a virigin? I answered and said yes.
He said don't be scared because of that you just haven't find the right person to treasure that yet. Then I finally put the shirt on and put on a pair of black underwear that was in my dresser.
I crawl in the big bed that is in Eric's apartment and I pull the covers on me and drift to sleep and I feel an arm snake around me and Eric says night Babygirl get some rest for tomorrow . I smiled at this and hopefully he'll be this nice tomorrow.