your wasting time...he's coming hide in the vents

you're wasting time hide in the vents

I always wake up with an empty feeling in my heart, How it's so cold. My room filled with Darkness as my thoughts feel clouded.I'm only a little girl but my mind wonders full of Adventure.my mind only sees color yet my eyes see only in black and white. I hide from the monster the man I'm supposed to call a father, but I only see him as a figure. a fireball. I see his rage come out everyday. I hear Little voices in my head say hush hush....Rush hide in the vents. My room begins to get hot I know it's coming. The monster i was talking about earlier he is so close yet so far. My room begins to boil. I see a reason to run and Rush to the vents my body so stiff,stuck in one place laying on my bed as tears run down my face I feel hopeless seeing there's nothing I can do now he is here my tears are now gasoline and  the fire the fireball figure forces to my room, my Body is in golfed in Flames and there's nothing left for me. He  burns my memories and my life feels hopeless as everything turns to ashes. I am now just a skeleton left laying in the bed. Welcome to my life it is just a Deathbed this little girl is me and I am running out of time. Tell me why i didn't hide in the vents¿......as my baby doll cry's..........