*There Will Be Mistakes* Omniscient "Mama , Is that You?" "Yes baby, This is true paradise." "Mama i miss you so much, i didn't intentionally mean to hurt anyone" " I know baby we all give up some times" "I just hope i pass through this" "Have faith, you should of told me before it got this bad" " I know, I wanted it all to seem perfect, I didn't want to cause harm or a grimace by you." " It's fine, do it for Kendrick"
I wake up to an annoying alarm clock sounding between my ears. Ugh back at it again. It was now after Spring Break which seemed like it went by so fast. The hurt I feel suffering through depression over takes me and drives me so crazy sometimes. I take me a 30 minute shower, rinse my hair, brush my teeth and get dressed into something simple but attracting. A white flowy shirt, light washed ripped jeans, my white hightop chucks, and a olive green bomber jacket. I then tie my natural curly into a puff with a braid across the right side of my head. If someone were to describe me, they'd describe me as a short, quiet, stuck up, smart, athletic, thick, and amiable. I then put on my necklace labeling my initials KSR, my silver watch, silver diamonds, and pandora bracelet. I grab my Michael Kors light brown wristlet, keys, and head down to the kitchen. "See you later ma", I say as I hug her and head for the door. "Okay Love you" is her response. I then hop inside of my dark green Honda accord and drove to school. On the way there, I prepared myself for the last few days I have as a senior. I grab my backpack, keys, phone, and walk into the school to greet my best friend Jaila. "Hey Jaila". I say while opening my locker to grab the materials needed for my first class, A.P chemistry. "Hey Boo" she says as I close my locker and walk to class. I was one of those people with few friends since I'm a black girl in mostly all A.P or Honors classes except electives. I never shared any problems with anyone because i focused on what was most important. Graduation was nothing but 60 days left and I had special plans to attend North Carolina at Chapel Hill to be a pediatrician since I live in Florida. As soon as I walk in my class, I spot a boy that I've never saw before but i shrug it off and take my seat. I copy down my warm up and decide to read a little on my phone until I get tapped on the shoulder. "What is it?" I say as i look up and find the new boy looking at me wierd. "Oh I'm sorry i thought you were someone else" "It's okay, my name is Cincere and I'm your new lab partner i guess". His name is so cute just like him, I try to snap out of it. I've never actually had a real relationship because of school, no need to start now. But I can't help it. He's about 6'3 compared to my 5'4 self. He has hazel eyes, lightskin , finesse with a tempered fade and braces.
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"Oh okay" I say as I smile and continue to scroll through my story. "Look, you're really beautiful, you maybe think we could talk sometime so i can get to know you better? Whats your name? "I don't think so, i mean you're cute and all but a i'm not for the relationships right now okay and only the most important know it" "That's fine but if you change your mind, here" He says as he hands me a piece of paper with his number on it. I grab it and the bell rings. I then go to my next class and by the time i know it I can finally get out since I only have 2 classes left to take. I go home, eat, take a nap, then get ready for volleyball practice. I drive back to school on the gymnasium side and grab my duffle bag and water. I head to the locker room, greet my team members, and put on my nike spandex, dri-fit nike long sleeve, nike knee pads, and my volleyball shoes. I grab my mouth piece to cover my braces. As i'm approaching to wait for coach to arrive i decide to text Cincere. "Hey it's the girl from chemisty" "Hey ,whats up!" "nothing much, at volleyball practice what about you?" "nothing. i was hoping you were going to tell me what's your name and your necklace stood for" "Kalani, Kalani Shay Robinson" "okay Kalani. what time you get out of practice? Maybe we could go grab some zaxby's afterwards, as friends :)" I then think of should i really go with him, oh hecks yolo right? "Sure, i get out at 7:15, meet you there" "sounds good" I lock my phone up in my locker and go head out on the court. My bestfriend Jaila & I both play and we're captain's. "Okay J lets get number Kate, Lesli, Miranda, Tae , and Julia" "Bet" She says as we're about to practice. "oh bestfriend, i got a admirer stalking me" i say as i laugh about the thought of me having a slight crush on Cincere. "oh snap what's his name and how you meet him" is her response while she serves the ball. "Cincere, A.P chemistry. We're supposed to be going to zaxby's after practice' "aww you finally gone get a lil boo" "relax, we're just going as friends" "for now" It's then time for practice to be over. I then take a shower in the locker room & put on the clothes I planned to wear to go home which were my adidas joggers that complemented my curves, a pink simply southern long sleeve, and my pink,blue, white chacos. I grabbed my belongings and drove to the Zaxby's that Cincere & I were meeting at. I walk in and spot him sitting at a table in the front of restaurant. "Hey you ready to order Kalani" while he hugs me. "Yeah lets go." He smells so good lord give me the strength. We finish ordering a later on get our food. "So Cincere what's your full name & background"
