Point of no return

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I'm imaginary in his eyes, he looks right past me while I stare.
I can't stand to see him around other girls, yes I get jealous.
Yes I know we aren't together.
I can't help but stop and stare.
He amazing me by just breathing.
I can't help but feel sad every second I'm rejected.
Then again I can't control anyone's feelings, nor can I control my own.
I just have to cope with the pain I've brought upon myself.
No one can help me when I first don't help myself.
Then again maybe I don't wanna help myself.
I kinda like being in his little hole, surrounded by the darkness.
Sometimes the darkness can be kind in the right situation.
It's calm, cool and collective like him.
There goes my thoughts again.
Always on him.
I can't help but praise him for nothing.
He just takes my breath away, along with my heart and soul.