Just Talking

i tried so hard

I don't expect anyone to read this but I have to talk I don't know why I try I do everything I can to show my friends I love them and that they mean everything to me I'm always there for them I always think about them I keep there pictures on my home screens so I can always see how beautiful they are and remember how much they mean to me not that I would ever forget anytime someone hurts them that person's image boils in the back of my head trying to think of how I can get them for hurting my best friend I always support them with anything they wanna do unless I know it's gonna hurt them I check them to see if there ok each day I see them I always do my best to make sure they always have what they need I try to never hurt them if I do its to protect them or i just can't help it but I do my best to make it up to them because there important to me I bring them into my family I can't help feeling hurt when they don't need me anymore...if I'm gonna get hurt I ask again why do I try I love them that why but do they ever love me...