Drowning In Memories

Chapter 2

The next morning I woke with a slight headache with a case of feeling like total shit. Then there was a scream and my bed bouncing up and down repeadely . Only if Lucas didn't have ADHD, I'd kill him and put him in the backyard under the big willow tree. Who's kiding , I couldn't catch him even though I have around ten metals from track. I kicked his feet from under him and he yelped and I yelled, "Do it again and you won't be able to even talk the next time!"

He only laughed and said, "we have to get my twinny!"

He pulled me off my high, king size bed and I hit my head on the floor. Yeah, I should kill him now.

I didn't quite trust Lucas driving my truck, though I had to. It took around 25 minutes to get to the hospital.

We walked inside and to Sebastian's room. I knocked and he yelled," Go away!"

"Astian it's your most favorite two awesome people in whole universe !" Lucas yelled.

We walked in and he screamed "My friends!"

We both hugged him and he asked, "Can we go for ice cream?"

"Anything for you," I said.

Lucas then said, "I kinda, maybe have, accidently have, forgotten your bag in the truck."

"Go get it," Astian and I both said.

When he left "Babygirl, you ok from yesterday?" Sebastian ask. "Lucas called me and told me how that tool raped you and how you were so calm and also how you went to Sams, if I ever see him again I will kill him.

"Sebastian I'm fine."

"I wish I could have stop it babygirl."

"I'm ok."

"No your not."

"Sebastian I'm fine."

I hug him again and he kissed my forehead and he asked "Does Ethan know?"

"Yeah I told him and Sam."

He hugged me once more. Sebastian actually takes his medicine half the time, so he's calm half the time. He takes care of Lucas and me a lot. But sometimes it's hard when they both have ADHD and go through their "I hate taking medicine" phase and it turns pretty ugly with both of them try and fight each other.

Lucas walked in and Astian got ready when we left we stopped for ice cream and I got a large waffle cone with praline pecan ice cream.

I was scared of all the sugar with the guys. Usually Sugar plus Lucas and Sebastian, it turns out with wild things. The reason why Sebastian ended up in the hospital and on crutches right now. Let's just say, the twins like to jump off things, like three story houses.

Lucas then said, "we need to go grocery shopping."

I wrote my list in the car and due to my brothers condition they are suppose to be on some certain diet that they hardly follow.

My phone rang singing fallout by Marianas Trench.

I dug it out of my bag and saw Ethan calling.

"Hey Babe" I answered.

"Hey, you can't come over today." he slowly said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Last freakn minute family trip, you know how mom is . "

"I'll be back in 2 weeks."

"Ok."

"Where are you? " he asked.

"Going to the grocery store."

"I will be to your house in 30 minutes, I love you!"

"I love you too."

Lucas yelled "love you Ethan!"

He laughed.

"Bye babe"

"Bye."

That night, Ethan left for Hawaii. The guys kept me company the whole night, keeping me laughing and full of sweets. They seemed as if they where hiding something from me.

"Ok boys, spill it please." I demanded.

They both looked at each other and then me and Sebastian said, "We found a shop about 2 hours away and we are gonna work as an apprentices and since we completed those drawing courses they accepted us, once we finish our 5 months of training we will come back for you and we're opening our own tattoo shop."

I hugged them both tight and Lucas said, "We will call you everyday ok?"

"Pinky promise" I asked.

"You know it," they both answered.

"So when are you guys leaving"?

"In two days."

Those next two days went by super quick and next thing I know they're walking out the door. They're only going for 5 months, how hard can 5 months be without the twins. Who am i shitting, I can't stay in this house with my mother who's acted so weird and grumpy lately.

That night I stay on the phone with Ethan until I fell asleep.

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It was Wednesday, 3 days since the guys left and I am miserable. There was no messes, no loud noise and no screaming. I missed all of it.

I went into the kitchen and saw that there was dishes piled into the sink and a broken glass scattered across the floor. Then mom walked into the kitchen and said "this shit isn't gonna clean itself, so get to it."

"I didn't make it so I refuse to clean it," I said. That made her come back.

"You will respect me!" She yelled.

"I do, but you don't respect me and like I said, I'm not cleaning that up" I said.

"Lay off the drugs Blakelynn!" She screamed.

"I'm not on any, If anyone is on any, it's you!"

"Stop lying!"

"You never listen to me!" I screamed.

"Maybe if you didn't whine so much, I would!"

"I never whine, your too busy with your husband!"

"He's your father."

"My father is dead and probably wouldn't be if you weren't such a bitch!" I screamed.

She slapped me and I fell hitting my head on a chair.

"You will respect me you little no mannered bitch!" She yelled.

"I am my mothers child."

She kicked me in my side and I screamed, "I hate you!"

That only got me another kick and she left.

At first I couldn't get up. I could only cry but knew I had to get up before she got back and tried to do something else. So, I slowly lifted myself up and my eyes caught my stepdads and he ask, "what happened?"

I ignored him and he rush over and reach to help me up and I scream, "don't touch me!"

He looked at me with shock wide eyes. "I know you hate me but please, what happened?"

"I fell" I lied.

"Is that the story?"

I nodded. "Fine what hurts?" He asked.

"My ribs."

He picked me up, put me in his truck and drove to the hospital and told them

I fell and I got a x-ray done and we found out I had bruised ribs.

And that's when the abuse started.

I hate my mother, even if I only get one. I want and need the twins home now.

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