i want to be mad at you for what you have done to me,
but sadly i can't and it's driving me crazy.
i have your laugh memorized like it's my favorite song and your beautiful brown orbs still take my breath away like the first time i saw them.
to bad i didn't get to have you for as long as i wanted to.
is it sad to say i knew that i never had a chance with you?
i tried to shake off that feeling and devote all my love to you,
but all that did was hurt me in the end.
{c.yj}
