Poems I won't look back on.

Life has no reset

I wish that things were easier, some things should just go away.

It never works out that easy, you always have to move on with it.

I wish this was a video game. I Fucked up, hit reset.

Sadly life has no reset button, just endless levels of shit and Hell.

So many things that i wish i could change.

Like my two suspensions from back in the day.

I wouldn't be here where i an today if it weren't fir those things.

But who says that my life wouldn't be better then it is?

I am honored by the people who i can proudly say are my friends.

The rest is all a mystery, undiscovered with few hints.

Would my life be better, if i would have pulled the trigger?

Would it be worse if i never got suspended?

This endless loop of give and take has me running insane.

I want to have a stress free week where its only about me.

Nothing to hate, nothing to bother me.

Just one week with my head in the clouds where it doesn't later if i speak.