Nineteen.eleven

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Grayson Legend has always been my crush ever since I remember, we went to the same school ever since pre-school. I always had or I still had hope one day we are gonna date, get married and live a fairy tale, yes am 17 and still believe in fairy tales.

But everyone knows that that isn't happening anytime soon because right now I was looking at boy I love kiss my best friend.

Oh yeah my crush is dating my best friend Jessica Anderson. Am stupid right? Not stupid, more like dumb for fantasizing about the guy dating my bestfriend. I honestly need an life. Sometimes.

I continue taking out my books from my locker and stop staring at the scene unfolding in the corridor, when am done I walk to my first class which was English, it was one of my favourite subjects maybe its because am actually good at it.
I sit in front and take my Harry Potter book and escape the real world.
Just as I was about to page someone closes my book, only one person does that.
"How is my nerdy best friend" Jess greets me
I grab my book from her in a playful manner as I tried to hide my face so I don't see her swollen lips.
"I was fine" I say with a straight face "until you took my book" I say with a tight smile.
"Its just a book Eve, give your brain a break for a sec" she looks at me with her beautiful blue-emarald eyes, I should admit, I was literally the duff in this case.

That's why Gray took her instead of you
My instincts remind me
Stupid instincts

"So what are you planning for tonight? Grayson and I going to a party, wanna join?" Jess asks obviously not aware what she's asking me.
"And be a third wheel? No thanks"
"You won't be a third wheel, Shane is coming to" she pouts
How do you say no to that face
"Which Shane?" I ask curiously
"Shane, Shane Gray's friend" she gives me a look
"Oh, the Shane, the over perverted one? No thanks plus I have stuff to do"
"What kind of stuff, read wattpad? Girl loosen up its Friday night, everyone is going"
Just as I was about to reply the teacher walks in, I turn and face the front.
"Would atleast consider it?" Jess whispers and I nod.

I should admit, parties aint my thing, like I would really prefer reading a book in the comfort of my house, watching tv, okay not watching tv but more of like staring at it, I don't actually watch it, its a long painful story but would literally do anything else than go to the party with my bestfriend, her boyfriend who is my crush, and his over perverted disgusting friend Shane, I would even just go stalk hot girls on Instagram that make me feel even more insecure of myself, man my life is sad.
But here I was pushing my way through the sweaty hormone-filled teenager's moving they're bodies around because of the alcohol in they're systems making them think they can actually dance, in my blue mini dress to get to the washroom, Jess has already disappeared to God knows where
Probably Gray my conscious tell me and I ignore, to think about it, it really hurts to know that your bff is dating your childhood crush, it sucks!
"Why am I even thinking about it?" I ask myself.

I finally make it to the washroom, thank you Lord! Luckily there was no one which made it weird and good at the same time, I quickly lock myself inside and walk to the mirror, staring at my image, I should say am not your typical beauty queen but I wasn't that bad. I had cyan grey eyes, butt length black hair when its straightened thanks to my dads Indian genes, my body wasn't as bad as well I wasn't model skiny I had my fat in the right places all because of my moms black genes but compared to Jess, am gonna stop here.

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