Just a mistake

Hey guys this my first story and lol I haven't did this before so hope u injoy.

It was around 12:00pm
I looked at my phone to see who texted ,my Bestie Ayanna texted me .
(Us texting )
Ayanna:wyd best friend
Me:nun just thinking ,have u seen Dj?
Ayanna:what u thinking about ?No I haven't seen him ,why u always talking about him ?
Me:lol its nothing girl its just this school work got my head hurting, and I was just asking but I'm tired so I'm text u later cause my phone about to die.
Ayanna :mhmm whatever ,and u better do that homework lol,bye.
My p.o.v
Damn,I still got feeling for DJ,but he got a gf and after what happened last time I just can't ,but why he just wouldn't opening to me and really show me he different like he say .but I just need to get over him I can't tell Ayanna what I'm really thinking bout and I just wanted to forget it,but the Truth is I feel like there no point of me being her I'm not doing good in school and me and my mama stay getting in too it and I just can't do this I feel like there no point of me being here I should just leave my mom and my sister better off with out me, all I do is keep failing my mom I wish i could call Dj we talk about everything..... But we not talking.
I keep looking throw Instagram and like a few pictures and come across Cameron he likes my big bother I come to him when I really feel down I mean lol he keep me laughing and him and my best friend Ayanna got a thing for each other but let me not get on them.
As I lay there ,and think about what happened between my mom and i. the argument we had last night I start to think about everything I been throw my best friend killing himself, not having a father ,being hurt buy guys I thought loved me but just wanted sex from me or just treated me like shit ,and just feeling worthless.
And before I know it I felt my eyes watering up with all I was thinking in my head ,and with that came in more sadness, pain, and hate
At this point I had cut on some Jeremiah :love Dont change on my phone, and had told my self that I could let it all out everything, I cryed until my eyes turned pink ,and some how fell asleep,when I waked up it was time to go to school and had got dressed and went out the door so I wouldn't missed the bus and have to hear my mom mouth early in the morning I had my headphones in and walked down the street.
(Walking in the school building)
I sat at the table where some people i know sat there,my eyes still a Lil pink ,one of the girl noticed it ,"Armani you okay?" Yeah I'm fine I put on the fakist smile I could ,and waiting for someone to change the subject and finally someone did,and I started to texted some people back and got on Snapchat,and the bell ringed for class,after throwing my tray away I got myself ready to go to class .