Random Poems

Confused

My heart is baffled at the sight oh my lover.
How hes so mighty and dashing .
But my beautiful wife is lovely too.

Skin so tan like the ocean sand.
However i must choose!
I get critized for one and the other is normal.
I have to hide my sexuality from the world .

I feel like I'm dying by I'm supposed to be strong.
Nothing is going right.
I'm not sure what to do, my wife is gone.
My husband looks at me like a spectacle.

And I have an extra hater.
What does the world want from me?
Shall I finally complete my destiny of suicide?
Shall I finally leave my family behind?

I don't know what to do...but choose my dear heart choose..

I know this poem is trash but I need an outlet so if anyone wants to read it you can if not oh well ig