Clarity

Today was a good day

" uh .. uh ... 🎶 Good Morning 🎶 Good Morning " The sound of Kanye West voice from the alarm on my phone flowed through my room woke me up telling me it's time for school.

I checked the time and it's exactly 5:35 a.m . I Dragged my body out of bed and headed straight to the bathroom to start my morning routine. While walking there I had a smile on my face proud at myself at the fact that I didn't over slept and miss my alarm again because I have a tendency of waking up late for school.
After doing everything I need to do in the bathroom I made my way back to my room and pick out my clothes for the day. With having to wear uniform at my school, I settled with Black Jeans and A white polo with my black and white vans. After getting dressed I looked myself in my 5ft mirror with a slight grin on my face. I look cute and simple just the way I like it.
I never really thought highly of myself. I'm always bringing myself down before anybody could. My own worst critic so you can say. My mom and my grandmother don't make it any better. All they do is say things to upset me and make me wanna hide in a corner and cry in hallow of darkness in my room. I know they love me but they really have a hard way of showing it.

Shaking the negative thoughts out of my mind, I rushed down the stairs and exist my house while putting my ear rings. I ran down the street and made it to the bus stop. I flipped my 22inches of hair over my shoulders out of breath from running but again happy that I made it to the bus stop on time.

Arriving at school I met up with my close friend Jazz and we both headed to English 4 , which is our first period. While we walked through the halls, I was talking to Jazz about how mom stole money off my dresser again but I was getting frustrated cause I had a feeling she wasn't listening to me. I looked up at her to find out that she really wasn't listening to me but stop walking and was staring off into space. I looked towards the direction she was staring at and begin to frown.

It was a big crowd of girls in the Hall surrounding these two boys that I never seen before.
"Jazz" "Yeah" She replied. "Who are those boys ? And why are these girls crowding around them like some groupies ?" Grabbing Jazz hand , I tried pushing my way through the crowd cause these hoes not about to make me late. " Girl I don't know who they are , But they Fine Asf " Jazz finally utters after 2 whole minutes without talking. Ignoring what she said I made it to the stairs where I found another crownd but this one was fewer than the girls in the hall. They were surrounding this boy that was leaning up against the wall with boredom written a crossed his face.

He looked so familiar but unrecognizable at the same time. I got distracted by his plumped pink- ish lips and his beautiful smooth dark Carmel skin. I can honestly say he was really fine. He stood out from them other two boys. They were cute too but not like him. Them boys were dressed like they just stepped off set of a music video while baby on the wall was dressed simple. He dressed similar to me white polo , black jeans , but he had on some clean cocaine's. Two diamond stud earrings , a gold chain , and what looked like a gold Rolex and true religion jacket. My eyes scanned up his body till they landed on his face. We locked eyes and my heart started beating out of my chest when he licked his lips and smiled at me showing me his deep dimples in his cheeks. "Shit !" I cursed to myself and sped up the stairs.
"Ooouuu Rose Got a crush on the new boy " Rolling my eyes at Jazz Immature ass running up behind me cheesing like a little 4 year old that just got a cookie. I turned around to face her , gave her a stank face. Then turned back around to hide the smile on my face from her goofy ass.

The final bell had ranged and I was relieved that school was finally over for the day. Exiting out the building I heard some loud ghetto female voice scream out my name. I automatically started speed walking once I realized who was calling me. It was Jazz ghetto ass who love to embarrass me. "Bitch I know you heard me" I started laughing at her after she caught up with me. Dudes were looking at her funny but then started smirking when they saw her ass. Jazz always get boys attention with her beautiful looks but they don't Fuck with her cause she weird , crazy , and she simply won't let them 'Hit' . She has dark clear skin , C-cups , Flat tummy , and Fat ass to top it off. My girl is bad as hell but crazy Asf.
Me and Jazz were walking through the school parking lot that leads to the bus stop. I felt eyes burning into the side of face so I looked up and there he was , posted up next to this silver Lexus with those other new boys I saw earlier. "Oooo girl there go yo crush" Jazz burst out loud. I palmed my face standing complete still thinking a millions ways to curse Jazz out. I love her but she can really be embarrassing. While my eyes were close I can hear the boys having a fit of laughter. As soon as I opened my eyes I found him staring at me with a slight smile. I gave him a smile back and we just ended up staring at each other for a moment till I felt jazz shaking my arm out of my trance. I instantly looked at her with a mean mug and looked back at the boy with a small smile again then frowned and started walking off toward the bus stop again.
I sped up my walk when I heard footsteps behind me knowing its just Jazz Aggy ass Tryna catch up to me.
"Yo MA' hold up" I frozen in place when I realized it wasn't Jazz it was an unrecognizable voice. I turned around and ended up face to face with that cute boy I was just in a staring contest with. "Cat got your tongue" his voice startled me. "Shit" I cursed to myself I was staring at him again. " You Good ? " He chuckled. "Yeah I'm straight. Sorry for staring." I finally uttered out with a smile on my face. "Nah it's cool, Hi I'm Flex" I gave him a puzzled look. "Flex ? Oh ok well how old are you 'Flex'?" From me staring at him all day I notice he has a baby face but his jaw line and facial hair shows me that he's at least older than what he looks. "I'm 19 but I turn 20 soon , what about you beautiful?" "I'm 17" I replied while smiling at the fact that he called me beautiful. I was gonna question him why he was at the school even though he's 19 but the sound of his ringing phone interrupted me. "Yo , What ? ...." He told me to hold on then turned away from me to continue his conversion. I barely heard what he was saying cause he kept whispering. 2 minutes later he finally hung up the phone, he turned and started typing on his phone with a boredom expression on his face. When he was done typing he put his phone back in his pocket then turned fully towards me, looked up and started smiling again. "I'm sorry where were we?" I looked at the time on my phone and realized I needed to get home to start on my project. "Yeah umh I gotta go. Nice talking to you." I said to him while slowing walking away. "Wait don't go" Before I can get away from him , he gently grabbed my arm and spun me around to face him. He was so close to me to point I could smell his cologne. We were face to face staring into each others eyes. He had his hands on my mid back and while my hands laid on his shoulders. We were so close you would think we was about to kiss.
"Just Kiss already" Jazz shouted from behind us. I giggled while Flex facial expression stayed the same. "Did anyone ever tell you , how amazing your eyes are?" I swear the air out of my lungs was knocked out of me when he uttered those words.
"Thank you" I smiled to him. I shook my head realizing I was in a trance. I slowly started walking away from him again. "Nice meeting you too beautiful" he shouted out to me when I got further away from him. I gave him another smile then continued walking.
"Yo Ma' wait I didn't get your number" I simply ignored him and kept walking . I turned around to see that jazz was no where behind me. Oh well her Ass will be left I thought to myself. As soon as I got to the bus stop ,the bus arrived and I got on. The whole time on the bus I kept blushing to myself thinking about 'Flex' . Funny name but I can see why they call him that.