Consumed

i Feel

We always take for granted the time we have with others. We never realize how much time is wasted until it's gone. We always avoid the risks because we are, afraid, of the inevitable. It's bound to happen, but we sit in distress over thinking about every little thing we come across with in life. We always forget how much others mean to us. We always miss 99% of the shots that we don't take, and when we miss, we always regret it. Feelings of regret, rage, dismal, and remorse. Always wishing that you should have took that chance when everything is over. You give up, feel as if you'll never get another chance in life, and when you do life starts to fall apart more. You start having an emotional break down alone when nobody can comfort you. You forget who you are, you try to change the way you are because you think you're not good enough. You feel unloved, not wanted, and depressed. You feel like an idiot for saying the opposite of what you really want to say. You start to feel more like an idiot when you can't have it, so you let go and forget. You try to become a different person who isn't anything like you. We change for others, sometimes for the better, and sometimes for the worse. However you change, is up to you, but we should never change who we are. Once you change that, you won't know yourself anymore, and you'll just regret everything. You choose your own path, nobody can choose for you because they don't know you as well as you know yourself. People will always judge other people but who cares what they say. You may be insecure but you're only human and no one can change that.