Excerpted.

Hope is for the better.

The hardest thing in the world is to see the beauty in the darkest of places, once you've seen that. You've seen everything. Because once you've conquered that you've unraveled one of the worlds many secrets and the biggest one yet it's like falling in love without the heart break or having depression without the self harm it's nearly impossible but yet there's still hope.

Hope; a feeling of trust.

Such a toxic concept to have a feeling of trust, never trust what you hear, never trust what you see. So how is it okay to trust what you feel? If maybe the feeling inside you can destroy you.

Hope; a feeling my for expectation and desire for a particular thing to happen.

So you still have desire? Desire that means love? The toxic feeling that might have you overdose? The feeling you get when you have oxytocin pump through your veins and rush through your heart thinking it was LOVE? Such a tricky concept love, you can love anything or anyone if they trigger a chemical and I think you should be able to realize that you're an addict. You're going to overdose on love.

So do me a favor go look for mystery not for love, go looking for a life not for hope. Go see the beauty in the darkest places, because that's the best thing you can ever achieve in your life. Do it.