Tragic Souls(Damon Salvatore)

Bare our souls

"Because I desperately believed Katherine could erase the pain of losing you, it was a mistake. I thought you were dead, gone for good!"

Gwen's eyes drop torn between doubt and wanting to believe. Question springing to mind Gwen asks "Did you ever think about raising me from the dead?"

"I didn't know about Necromancers until years later and by the time I tracked one down. They said it was too late. Devastated I didn't know what else to do, but forces on Katherine."

Damon steps closer hands gently gripping her arms. Gwen looks Damon's blue eyes with specks of silver. She can see overwhelming affection in them, no its love I see. Gwen can always see guilt, pain and hope. All of it mixing together like ingredients to a cake that can break you or heal with one bite. The desire to give in and try to heal each other is bearable.

Gwen stands on a invisible edge wanting to jump. Believing Damon will catch her, but Gwen jumped before, and Damon turned away instead of catching. Gwen steps back from the invisble edge. Turning around and back into the arms who always catch Gwen, her family.

"I can't afford another distraction from my family."

"Why does it have to be a choice?"

I don't know anymore. All my life that is how it's been.

"It just is," Gwen doesn't elaborate instead slipping out of his grip.

Pushing past him, trying to bottle up every bit of her pain. Intending to walk away.

Until Damon voice calls out her deepest scar "Your afraid to take a chance on us," Gwen pauses "But I know you feel something too. That kiss wasn't nothing. It didn't feel like nothing. Don't you see Gwen we get a second chance."

Gwen wipes around "For what, Love?"

Damon stands there so sure and hopeful, How quick will he change his mind once finding out I helped Elijah. End it now, deal with the pain now instead of later.

"Half the time we are arguing or annoying each other. Both of us have changed. Do we even really know each other still? " Gwen voice cracks "That night my teacher returned for Katherine. I slipped into town during the morning under a cloaking spell. And found you glowing with happiness, Katherine on your arm. Tore me up all over again," Her voice is full of unrestrained agony "I loved you and wanted us so damn bad. I never gave up on you. The hope you would see me, but all I got was my families ashes."

Damon's chin dips, eyes looking to the floor in shame. Her words cutting deep to his core. Pain twist and stabs both their hearts repeatedly. Crashing into them like harsh ocean waves against rocks. Any belief they can pick up the pieces of their relationship and weather the storm. Crumbling inside them. Gwen's vision blurs as her eyes begin to tear up. Quickly she turns away as a tear falls.

"Do you still love me?" Damon asks.

Yes, I don't think it will ever change, but I'm afraid to bet on love again and be left behind. I'm afraid I can't have both family and love because of the lines I've crossed.

Tears freely falling down her face. Agonizing pain deep in her soul.

Gwen refuses to turn as she answers with a lie, "No."

Gwen hurries to the front door. Leaving without a protest from Damon. Who drowns in pain worse then Katherine's or Elena's rejection. From where his heart really belongs walking away. Gwen barley holding herself together drives to Trent's hotel room. Needing a shoulder to cry on. Without questions immediately being thrown at her. Trent answers the door. Concern quickly appearing on his face. Stepping inside Gwen let's Trent pull her into a hug. Finally breaking down as her heart shatters like glass. Maybe a permanent problem that no one can fix.

Damon dressed in his blue military shirt and pants with gold buttons. Tightly holds Gwen close. She holds him back just as tight. Neither wanting to let go. For fear this might the last time seeing each other. Damon inhales her vanilla scent memorizing it. Despite knowing they can't control what is to happen on a battlefield.

Gwen makes a demand "Don't care how you do it. Come back breathing."

Damon makes his own selfish demand "Don't let everyone talk you into marriage, wait for me and we will go explore the world together."

Gwen titles her head up eyes looking into his "Promise."

"Promise," Damon repeats.

A bitter sweet smile gracing both their faces. Damon almost confesses his love in that moment. Until he remembers he might die. Instead he presses his lips to her temple. Squeezing his eyes shut promising to make it back. To confess what his heart desires. They part with hopes of a brighter future. Unaware of all the pain they would need to swim through. To find each other once more.

Is this the end of Gwen and Damon?

Would love to hear what you all think.

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