Confusing Alpha

So Many Bad Problems

“Well unlike him I’m over the stuff that happen to me, and he should grow-up and get over what happen to him” I said anger flashing in my eyes as I stared at John with hatred.

“You don’t even know what happen to him-“

“I don’t need to know, whatever happen he needs to get over it” I said cutting him off.

“It’s pretty hard when your mom dies then you get sent to jail right after it” He said anger fully in his voice. “When did your parents die, when you were 7? It’s been- what? 10 years? You had the time to recover, and your pack? You ran from them. What happen to Maximus hasn’t been even 2 years ago” He said anger flashing in his eyes.

“Explain to me what is sooooo bad that he can’t get over” I said throwing my hands in anger up in the air, “He isn’t the only one that has hurted like totally shit, what is so bad that he can’t get some balls and get over?” I said staring at John just looked at me like I was stupid.

“Killing your parent then getting sent to jail for it isn’t a ‘get some balls and get over it’ thing, I thought of anyone, you would be the one to understand at less a little, but I was wrong, really wrong” He said then he finally walked away shifted and ran into the trees leaving me shocked in my place.

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I walked slowly to my next class. Today was going by slowly and the cloudy gray weather wasn’t helping.

I walked to my last class of the day and walked to the back. I popped down in my seat next to John and he sent me an evil glance and then focus back on his laptop.

“Well, class I have a ton of work to do so today I’m just going to let you work with your partners again,” she said turning a walking to her desk.

I looked over to see Maximus again sleep with his forehead press to his table. I poked his hard shoulder and he sat up rubbing his eyes, grabbed his notebook and stood up waiting for me to walk to where we were going to work.

Today it was cloudy so I sat under a table with a covering but it still had a pretty view of the open land and trees.

I logged into my Mac and pulled up our work and Maximus just sat there falling asleep again.

Questions burned inside me and I wanted to have some answers.

“What’s wrong with you” I asked finally I looked up at his tired face.

“Nothi-“

“Don’t lie to me, we may not be together but I’m still your mate and when you’re down, there’s this weird connect and I feel down too, and I don’t like feeling down so what is wrong with you”

“Nothin-“

“Stop lying”

“Stuff” He said not looking at me but into space.

“Maximus, please tell me maybe if you tell me something then you would feel better, and I don’t have to walk around mad at the world for no reason” I said resting my head on my wrist, turning my full attention on him. “Is dealing with your mom?” I asked trying to choice my words carefully trying to ease the blow.

“Sortof” He said.

“Maximus, I may hate your guts and you may hate mine but you can talk to me” I said trying to show him he could trust me.

“Someone told you about my mother didn’t they?” He shook his head, “Everyone tries to get me to OPEN UP to them after they find out about her,” He said anger and irritation in his voice.

“I heard bits and pieces but I can care less if you open up or not, but me and you are link together since you fucked me, so I feel what you feel and you are all this bi-polar mood swings effect me too, so please explain to me so if I am going to be feeling down because of you then I have a reason to actually feel down” I said.

He signed deeply, “ It’s about the time when she died” He said not meeting my eyes.

“What happen?” I asked.

“She was killed and I did some stuff” He said not meeting my eyes.

“Oh” I said and started to focus back on our project, after that he didn’t say another word.

“You need to tell someone what happen-“

“That’s wont do anything-“

“Shut up and listen- tell someone what happen, trust me it feels much better when you just tell someone what happen…. I don’t care if you tell me or not but I need you to get over this because I am starting to feel like totally shit nowadays” I said not looking up at his face.

He remained silent, and I looked up to see his face in pain. He looked like he wanted to cry but everything would fall apart so he was trying to hold everything in.

“Maximus” I sighed and I walked around the table and hugged his neck. “It’s okay” I heard him sigh heavily and relax in my arms.

Rain droplets started to fall slowly, but I just stood there holding him, because for some weird wrong reason, it felt right.

The finally bell rung and before anyone saw us I pulled away from him, and tucked y hair behind my ear.

“Um well the first part is due tomorrow morning so um do you want to meet up and finish or…” I trailed off.

“The weather is going to get worst, so it’s best if we met up somewhere like my house-“ He stopped and realized that didn’t sound right.

I know my face turn red, “Um yeah, we can go to my place um yeah so just stop by whenever and…  we can work… yeah well see you later” I said as I grabbed my stuff and quickly walked away, the rain starting to hit my face a little harder.

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