His eyes. They were filled with an overwhelming surge of relief and a hint of sorrow at the time he had lost with the ghost riders. His beautiful chocolate eyes were the only thing I could take in before all the memories came flooding back. The air was knocked from my chest and my heart could feel my heart swell as all the blanks filled themselves in. It was no longer vague feelings of something lost, or blurry flashes of him in the past. Real, vivid memories filled with so much emotion. With one look I remembered all the suppressed feelings, blinding jealousy, the terror of not being able to control my growing feelings, the natural ease that came with being around him, the never-ending safety and support he had provided for me, the intense and unbearable thought of losing him. All of it. I couldn't breathe. Tears spilled out of my eyes, and yet, all I could do was stare into his eyes. His beautiful eyes. He stood, staring at me, and his eyes began to water themselves. Suddenly, it was just us. Scott, Malia, Liam, everyone faded away as Stiles drew closer. I couldn't tell if I had come to him, or him to me, maybe both. All I could focus on was the immense feeling of relief and happiness as he wrapped his arms around me. I fell to my knees and he came with me. I squeezed his neck as hard as I could to make sure he was real. He was here.
"Lydia, " He whispered my name over and over in my ear. I could feel his tears on the side of my face and I was sure he could feel mine on his chest. I couldn't explain it. What I was feeling wasn't like anything I had ever experienced before. I couldn't explain why I didn't want to let go. Why this felt like the happiest I had ever been in my entire life. Why I felt like I had waited for this for an eternity.
I love him.
"Lydia," He removed his arms from around me, only to grab my face in his hands. "Lydia, look at me." I opened my eyes and placed my hands on top of his. My mouth still couldn't form words as I frantically searched his face.
"You remembered me, God, you remembered me, Lydia. I knew it, I knew you would. " His voice shook with so much emotion.
"How?" I whispered. How could he have known? How could he when I hadn't been sure of myself the whole time? How could he put so much faith into me? His life, his existence, had been on the line, and yet, he trusted that I would remember that much?
His eyes lit up and he did that small, adorable mouth-twitch thing he does when he smiles. "I knew," He whispered, looking straight into my eyes, "I knew because I love you, Lydia. I know you. I know every part of you, everything that makes you tick. I know how strong and smart and determined and stubborn you are. I know you, and I know that I love you. I love you so much, Lydia."
Once again, I couldn't breathe. Fresh tears flowed down my cheeks as I took in what he had said. He loved me. That's how he knew. That's how he knew I would find him. That I wouldn't give up. That I would tear apart this whole town to find him. He knew, and he loved me.
You love him.
And there it was again. This foreign and overwhelming feeling. I hadn't felt this with anyone. Not Jackson, not Aiden, no one. I love him. Stiles. I love everything about him. He meant more to me than anyone, anything. That's why I hadn't stopped. I could barely remember him, and yet, I knew that I loved him, that I couldn't lose him.
He searched my face, waiting for my response, while I was having this internal epiphany. As his eyes began to soften in disappointment and embarrassment, I gained control of my mouth again.
"I love you too." His eyes snapped back up to mine, his mouth wide open.
"Wh-what did yo-".
"I love you. I've always loved you, I just couldn't bring myself to realize it. It's always been you, Stiles. You, with your stupid jokes, your bad timing, your weird facial expressions, your constant worry and protectiveness. It's always been you. You've been beside me through everything, every awful thing I've put you through. You would do anything for me and I would do anything for you. I love you Mieczyslaw Stiles." (A/N: I had too XD)
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