If Only I Could Fly: Searching for answers

My Reality

I'm Mia and I wish I could fly.

Strange wish isn't it?

Not strange for me I want to fly away into the air with no worries , nothing holding me back.
Instead I'm in foster care. Nobody loved me when I was a child. Everyone thought I was a joke. The left me on the doorstep of a foster care place. I cry everyday because no one ever gave anything about me. Sometimes I really don't see the point of living. I stay strong and know that my best friend would miss me.

My one wish was to Fly.

I know it's impossible without technology or a parachute. People would bully me since 3rd grade I would come back from school to cry until my face turned red. Does anyone ever bully you? Sometimes people at my school think their their the boss of people just because they're older especially the seniors. They would pick on freshman. They would act cool!

Other people would think they have it bad and complain about it. That's nothing compared to what I have been through. Their lives are easier than mine . So some people should think twice before talking to me. My mother called me the biggest mistake of her life. Her and my father were on drugs. I was an accident just like my dad not having protection.

I want to fly it's been my dream since I was little I could fly away from everything. Leave this life and make a new one. A different me no troubles and no mean people bullying me. That's just it! My dream will never happen. Usually I would have an alternative like flying an airplane or on a glider. I don't want to do that!

Do you think I have a bad life or a life that can be fixed?

The world has to answer that question. Now enough about my life in the past let's talk about the present. I was walking to school and stopped to look at couple. They were kissing and hugging. I didn't know how love felt with someone. I kept on walking until I got to school.

School. If you think school is the worst for you wrong again! I get made fun of, laughed at,and bullied. A girl Veronica and her friends would make fun of me. They approached me today. They punched me and slapped me and pulled my hair. I did nothing wrong. They told me just being alive was something wrong. Which wasn't my choice.