I am damaged

-I think this will be a happy beginning-

Heyo! I'm Sarah. I go to western field middle school and I'm 14 years old. I think I have a pretty good life. (Except for the creepy people on Instagram DMing me and asking if I'll date them) I have six best friends, Alex (my main), Dakota, Amy, Lisa, Steven, and Blake (my boyfriend). I always use Blake for a excuse when people on Instagram ask me out. I think it's the funniest thing. Blake is one of those guys that are really sweet. He's not a guy that jumps from girl to girl like other guys do. He is super sweet and I wouldn't have anybody else. My friends are also the sweetest things. I mean, Amy and Lisa get rude sometimes but in a funny way. They think its hilarious so, so do I. I have always been that person who follows other people. I am never the leader, and I never want to be. Once I hang out with someone, there personality grows on me. So I am never myself. The only time I am, is when I'm at home drawing, watching anime, and playing video games. I am a total nerd. I just don't tell anyone. I also get what other people have like brand name stuff so people will talk to me more. I want to be liked so that's what I do. I talk like other people, dress like other people, and in my own time I do my nerdy stuff. That's just what makes me happy. Anyways, so my friends always hang out with me. At the dances, etc. only one thing, Steven left schools last year (bummer) so Blake is alone but I mean, he has us, right? So technically I have 5 friends now but pft, that doesn't matter. Well um.... that's basically it. See you in the next chapter?