Death- the action or fact of dying or being killed; the end of the life of a person or organism.
I wonder how it feels to die , to feel all the pain at once then nothing. I wonder if we know were Dying. If we can feel the life bleeding out of our body. Then what's after that? Heaven , Hell , reincarnation? I don't know but it can be worst then this.
I don't have any positive thoughts. Every morning I wake up wanting to kill myself and every night I go to sleep hating myself for not having enough courage to go through with it. I hate feeling like this. I hate my mind for making Me feel so sad. My thoughts are killing me. I can feel my demon's eating my soul away. How ironic is that the thing that's killing me Is myself? I wish I was strong enough to live this life or end it. I'm so pathetic , I'm scared of living and I'm scared of dying at the same time. I'm just an empty soul trying to find an way out. My only consolation is the thought of my dead body laying in a box with all my pain gone. I don't think it's normal that my only happiness is picturing my corps. What is wrong with me? I'm sick and tired of living and the pain everyday. My mind and my soul is sick and no one's there to help me. Its like I'm screaming and no one can hear me. Everyday is a struggle and I just want to end it all. I don't think I can fix my broken self up alone, and the crazy part is I don't want to be fixed. My hand's are big enough to pick up the piece's of my shattered soul , So I'll just end it all.
