I'll watch you through your window
Or at a park that you frequent
I'll watch over you as a guardian
Until your time comes
Because if it's not from me
Then no harm will be done
I'm obsessed with your face
I trace the lines of your body in my head
I don't know if it's wrong
To want you so dead
I can't stop thinking about you
And all the fun we will have
I'll mail you letters
With ink from my own blood
I'll send you gifts
Made with grass and mud
I'll watch you grow paranoid
And wish to reveal myself then
But I will wait my dear
I'll wait for us to meet
Soon enough a perfect moment will come
I'll save you from your troubles one by one
I will be the angel you didn't expect
A beacon of light in your terrifying world
You'll fall madly in love
And I'll act the same
But I am in love
I'm in love with the pain
You will live and you will learn
I am the cruelest of them all
I'm going to pick you up
Just to watch you fall
Do you like your beating heart?
I like it too
I don't know why
But I know that I do
You see, for me, it's hard to feel
Sometimes it's hard to tell what is real
I have to feel something any way that I can
This numbness I feel is more than you'll ever understand
You laugh at the jokes
That you're funny friend tells
I laugh at the smoke
Burning around your entrails
I look at your blood
And I am not afraid
I lather the sweet liquid
All around my face
I like to watch you as you scream in fear
I feel a sense of joy when it all becomes clear
Do not be scared
I am here with you my love
I know you don't want to die
But you will for me
I've been waiting so long
For you to finally give in
I'm sure that you see now
For this is all but true
I am not your angel
Nor your beacon of light
Unfortunately for you
I am your death tonight
