Kim Sung Kyu - 27 2015

Alive

If I had just one
miraculous moment
It's probably the day I first met you
If there was a hell-like moment
that I want to forget
It's probably when I let you go

I can't do anything
Because all of my air is filled up with you
Even if I slightly move
I bump into you

I need to empty you out little by little
Yes, I need to erase you
I bite my lips
and tell myself
But I can't even start

If there was a moment that was
more dream-like than an actual dream
It's probably the day I first met you
If there was a moment that was
so tortuous that I wanted to die
It's probably when I let you go

I can't do anything
Because all of my air is filled up with you
Even if I slightly move
I bump into you

I need to empty you out little by little
Yes, I need to erase you
I bite my lips
and tell myself
But I can't even start

Do I want to forget you?
Or do I want to keep holding onto you
Even if it's just in the memories?
If it's not even that
Like a lie

Thinking that you might come back to me
Thinking that I should be here if you come back
Have those things swallowed me up?
Has it?

I can't do anything
Because all of my air is filled up with you
Even if I slightly move
I bump into you

I need to empty you out little by little
Yes, I need to erase you
I bite my lips
and tell myself
But I can't even start

I can't take a single step
Because this city is filled with you
Everywhere I step
Traces of you come into my eye

I'm better off just longing for you,
that's right, I have no other choice.
Even if I cover my eyes and my ears,
I can still see you, I still hear your voice.