Faded Smiles

chapter 1

Alex's POV
i sat in my room blasting music. it was dark and rainy outside. i just came out of the shower. and i was laying on my bed. i had my christmas lights on even though it was february. they made my room look relaxing. the song drugs by eden came on. i started thinking. this song always makes me think about life and the bad choices i made or who said what about me or who left me. and a bunch of shit like that. my thoughts were interrupted by my phone buzzing. it was my boyfriend austin. he texted me on kik. "hey baby. i just got home." i replied, "ok. um where were you?" he was typing. he said,"don't worry about it". this obviously made me start worrying about him. "um were you with your friends." i typed. then i deleted it. i didn't want to start an argument. so i just typed ok. then pressed send. i put my phone down and realized i should start my homework before it gets late. i only had math and social studies. i got my books and sat on my bed cross legged. i started social studies. we had to do about five questions but each answer had to be a paragraph long. that isn't too hard. i started the first question. my phone buzzed again. austin texted me. he said "wyd". i typed "social studies" then pressed send. he responded faster than usual and said,"oh. i'm not gonna do it." i told him he should then asked if he could call me. he said "not right now but i have to go. bye." i typed, "really? right now?". then deleted it. i typed, "ok. bye love you."
Austins POV
i just got home. i was out with my friends. they were trying to set me up with this girl. but she was kinda ugly. i ended up sitting next to her and we kissed a couple times. but oh well. she gave me her number but i threw it out. i should text alex, my girlfriend, before she gets mad or something. i know i shouldn't have kissed the girl but me and alex aren't that serious. we've only been dating for about two weeks. i'm just trying to have fun. plus alex can never meet up with me. i don't really care about my girlfriends. i have a new one every month. only some of my relationships last more than that. but then i get bored and leave. my phone buzzed. i got a text from one of the boys. "get over here! party at my house. remember?" oh shoot. i forgot about that. i put on my jacket and walked out after telling alex i had to go. i got in my car and drove to my friends house. the door was unlocked. his house was huge. i was greeted my a couple of mutual friends. i found the boys at the pool table. they all started yelling when they saw me, giving me high fives and stuff. zeke, one of the boys, passed me a drink. it was all blurry after that.

authors note
hey guys. this is my first time writing in a long time. like years. idk if this is good but yea. the song i put was just the song i was listening to so i figured i should just add it in. okay yea. mkay bye. :)