Junior Year

Chapter One

My name is Lily and i'm starting my junior year with my bestie Shawn. We've been though pretty much everything together for most of our life's and I couldn't ask for a better best friend than Shawn because he is the best but in all honesty he's more than a best friend to me he's like my older brother since I don't have any siblings and I spend most the time at his house because my parents are always busy working or going on vacation without me but that's is ok because Shawn's family is pretty much my family to and I like it like that. The thing that worries me is that Shawn loves to sing but since the Harry sings as well and and I must admit he's pretty good at it but so is Shawn but Shawn doesn't put himself out there with his singing its because his asshole of a father Dan pushes Harry to sing and doesn't want anything to do with Shawn, Shawn doesn't want to sing at school even though our school is known for music and anyone can become famous for music from our school but I could always tell he wants to because he's always secretly watching small gigs that students that are from our school play at. All of our mates know that Shawn can sing he's always sings for us when were all together at a bqq or were having a bonfire or anything really and all of our friends think he should get out there and become famous but he just says he just wants to sing for fun just they get off his back about it but i know for that he wants to make a living out of it in fact Shawn told me himself once that he wanted to become famous for his singing and the for a living but he was a bit drunk but what i think is that you always tell the truth when your drunk so I still keep telling him he should join the music class and go to record labels or places he could play at to try and get him noticed by someone to help him on his way but he just brushes me off about it  but I have had a enough so today after school i'm gonna go and see the music teacher and speak to him about it because I just want Shawn to be happy and all.

It's the first day of school and i'm trying to decide what to wear. Standing in front of my mirror looking at my outfit I have tried on just a black plain long dress with a baby pink jacket over top with just a plan black necklace and just a pair of cute black sandals that go with my dress. I smile at my outfit and knowing that I look ok. I put on a tiny bit of make up not wanting to go over board just for school. You may think i'm going over board with what i'm wearing but if you knew what my parents are like then you'll understand. If I had it my way I'll be wearing jeans and a baggie top to school but my parents would just send me back to change into something more 'fashionable' they would call it because their actually here for the first time in weeks! Normally I just wear something like jeans and a baggie top when there not here because I really hate dressing up for places I don't want to go to like school.

I hear a door bell knowing it was Shawn at the door waiting for me so we could walk to school I rush around gathering things that I need for school as quick as I can because I know that my parents aren't keen on Shawn because he not a good influence for me but I made them accept the fact he always going to be my best friend and they need to get over it. I make my way down the stairs to see my mum look me up and down and smile at me showing me that I've got her approval for my outfit I roll my eyes and head towards the door.

As I open the door I saw Shawn leaning up against a car with the biggest smile ever "what is that!?" I replied shocked because neither of us have a car and we normally walk to school which is ages away from our houses and neither of us could afford a car ourselves we have always said when one of us gets a car we're sharing it because we go everywhere and do everything with each other so we may as well share a car for now anyways "It's a car obviously" Shawn said with a know it all look. I roll my eyes "come on then let's go, we will be late" I say as I was getting into the car.

We were walking into school with linked arms like we always do we have always done this because we think it's funny that people think we are together like a couple or atLeast like like each other but to scared to tell each other but we both don't see each other in that way so we just take the piss out of it in all honesty. Shawn is like a big brother to me even though he's only one day older than me his birthday is on the August the 8th and i'm on the August 9th how cool is that! We have always found that really cool because we can celebrate our birthdays together with our other friends. But back to reality when we reach our lockers and grab our things for our 1st, 2nd class we go our seperate ways to class first I have Photography then ill have fashion now i know what your saying those aren't very academic but the thing is when i grow up i want to be a Model like Kendall Jenner, also have my own make brand like Kylie Jenner and have my own Tv show on E! like the Kardashians would be soo cool and i know what your thinking this is like Kendall and Kylie things but the thing their like my idols and I've watch their tv shows keeping up with the Kardashians since it came out and i just love it! No one knows though not even Shawn knows and he knows all my secrets but this one. Everyone thinks I'm going to follow my parents and become a Lawyer which i definitely don't wanna be and my parents know that because i told them that i just didn't tell them what i want to do and were ok with the fact that i didn't want to become a lawyer and that one of the things I love about them is that they want me to follow my dreams and don't want me to do something i don't want to do for a living which is cool but i don't know what they would think of me becoming a model and have a make up line or have my own Tv show and I also love Photography but i think that i love it as a hobby and not a living. 

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I know this is Shit trust me but its kinda my first one and i suck at writing please don't leave any harsh comments about it because i already know it sucks haha.

the reasons why i am anonymous is because i don't want my friends or people i know to know that i am writing this.

Ill be doing the next chapter next week sometime :)

I hope you like it x

Anonymous xo