Remus stared sullenly at the ground. His hands gripped tight to the pavement as tears dripped down his face. How could he be so stupid? He questions himself. How could he ever think someone would love a monster like him? His hands squeezed the the curb tighter. Holding on to them as tightly as he held on to the last metaphorical sliver of his relationship with-
"Padfoot" The words fell from his mouth like hail falls from the sky. Every bit of emotion he carried slammed to the floor. It pull at his heart until sobs of loss echoed along the walls of the empty ally*
*Flashback*
"WELL NO ONE COULD LOVE A MONSTER LIKE YOU" Sirius's voice pounded it way into Remus's ear. A tear streaked out of his eye as his head dropped. He squeezed his eyes together and turned. That night he left Sirius. He continued walking far from the ruddy apartment and his ruddy 'boyfriend'. That night he walked far away from the pleading yells of Sirius as he begged Remus to return. (He followed him for at least a half mile 'till Remus apparated out of the muggle city.)
*End of Flashback*
Sirius Black was a complete and udder git. Tears streak his face as Lily hugged him close to her chest as he explained what happened between him a Remus. Lily and Sirius never got along. Unless Remus was involved, then they behaved like to girls at a slumber party discussing relationship advice, because that's exactly what they were. Sirius always new what brand of shades James would like on his birthday, and Lily always knew the perfect brand of chocolate to bring to Remus after a particularly harsh full moon. So they would always make sure the other was giving their boyfriend a gift they would love. But this time, Lily Evans did not know what to do. So even though she was quite miffed by what Sirius had told her best friend Remus. She aloud him to cry into her chest. And when he wipes the last of the tears from his eyes. She gave him a nice smack right across his head. And let words tumble from her mouth.
"Now listen here Sirius! You know you love Remus and you know how much you don't deserve him! But I yes I repeat I also know how much you love him! And if you could quite you crying for two seconds you could go apologize for being a bloody arse!" Lily fumed. She would not let Sirius destroy what he and Remus had whether he liked it or not.
"But-"
"YOU DUMB ARSE" she roared, "YOUR A WIZARD FOR MERLIN'S SAKE IT WILL TAKE NOT A MINUTE TO FIND HIM SO DON'T TELL ME YOU DON'T KNOW WERE HE HIS!" Lily took his shaking body into one last hug allowing him to cry once more into her shoulder before she whispers
"You got this Padfoot." And apparates out of his flat leaving Sirius to mull over his thoughts.
Remus's body froze as he felt a warm body he recognises pressed against his back. Warm arms slithered around his chest pulling him into a tight embrace. A pair of lips pressed gently against Remus's throat.
"Moony I love you." The voice was quiet, afraid of rejection as he pulled Remus closer . Remus's hard pounded in his chest. A feeling in his stomached his stomach caused his eyes to flutter and his hands grasped Sirius's.
"You hurt me" He muttered his fingers gripping Sirius's hand even tighter, "but my heart was always your to hurt, and it" He stutters "still is."
Remus spun around passion running through his veins. He slammed his lips against Sirius's mouth. His tongue begged for entrance, which his lover immediately complied with. Sirius's lips formed into a smile. And together the boys lips danced against each other, moving to the sweet song of love that they played with their hearts.
