Random Stuffz

I exist, right?

Italics are thoughts
POV: First person

I run to my next class.
I'm late! I'm late! I'm late!
I blast through the door of the classroom. I'm out of breath and panting.
I'm certain that I had to have made a loud enough noise for at least one person to acknowledge, right?
No one seemed to have turned around or stopped what they were doing to look who was causing such a commotion.
"I'm sorry I'm late! I had to do something," I say to the teacher from the door.
The teacher doesn't even bother to take a glance at who it was either.

I sighed loudly.
Everyday... Everyday I tried to be noticed for once around here. No one even knows I exist...
I take my seat slowly, looking around the room for any looks. No one...

The bell rang. Next period was lunch. I went to my locker to get my stuff. Someone was waving in my direction. I wave back to them awkwardly and confused. I look behind me and realize they were waving at someone else.
Of course... Am I even alive right now?

Once I've got my stuff. I put my back against my locker. There are so many people yet I feel so invisible. I look around the hallway. I can feel the sounds and sights of everyone blurring. Leaving only myself in the spotlight. All of this is happening in my head.
I'm isolating myself aren't I.... Nice going, brain...

I go to lunch and try to find a seat. I can never seem to find a seat at lunch time. It's always, "This seat's taken," or "Can't sit here! Sorry!" I finally find a seat...
Jeez! That took long enough!
And then suddenly, someone pushes my lunch away and sits down, not giving a care in the world about who's lunch that was.
Are you kidding me!?

I really am nonexistent. I walk around the cafeteria searching for somewhere to sit. The only place left is the floor...
Screw this! I'm out!

I leave the cafeteria and storm out of the school. No one even noticed I left. Of course it's raining outside. It just adds to my loneliness. I start walking home in the rain.

When I get home, I run upstairs to my room and just fall on my bed. My face in a pillow, I yell, slightly muffled, "Do I even exist in this world!"

I end up falling into a deep, peaceful sleep. The last thought in my mind was...
I exist, right?