I honestly couldn't think I could handle this pain anymore. Firstly, my school sucks. It's an all-girls institution where life is horrible. Call me a dramatic child or whatever you want. It's possibly the closest thing to sending your kids to prison for being badly behaved.
Secondly, I don't think people like me. The girls in my class try to spend as little time with me as possible. I say "hi" to them but all they do is stare me down like I've done something wrong.
You'd think that if everyone hates me then I must I must either be the meanest person or an absolute lunatic. But I'm neither. I can say lots of negative things about myself but I am NOT mean. Is it because I'm different? Is it because I'm shy? Or maybe it's because I'm a total nerd. All of the above.
Sometimes I wonder if people realise what they're doing can affect others for possibly forever. Anyway I'm boring you with details. Let's get into this whole diary thing.
