It's been 5 years.
5 years sense I last talked to my flat mate, my best friend, my lover.
I should have seen it coming.
The way he looked at her.
The way his eyes lite up every time she entered the room.
He was mine first. Why did she take him away from me.
It doesn't matter anymore.
He's gone.
I'm 27 now. I quit Youtube soon after he left.
And it wasn't to long until he stopped to.
I heard he has a kid on the way and that he's getting married soon.
Don't get me wrong i'm so happy for him.
But I ask God everyday, why can't that be me?
