Its 4:45 am
I can't sleep
Its new years day
I have to see ppl tomorrow
OK I just need to breathe
Maybe if I just pretend to be sick or something
Ugh
No
Everyone's sleeping
Y can't I sleep
Maybe something's wrong with me
What if no one likes me cause I don't sleep
What If I sound to nazely when I talk
What if everyone thinks im a bitch
Slut
Slut
Fuck im a slut aren't I
Maybe nobody rlly cares
I don't even care.
Fuck
OK
What if someone says something about my hair
Oh shit not my hair fuck
Its so gross oh god
Look at it just look
Oh Jesus
Or my acne
Y is it so gross
People r gonna hate me
Im gonna be a laughing stock
Oh shit
Oh shit
Oh shit
Ugh
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do
Oh god
Oh god
Oh god
Breathe just breathe ur OK
No im not OK im dying
Ur not dying ur fine just go to bed
No im not sleeping everyone hates me
Nobody hates u
Boy name
Boy name
Ex
Boy name
Girl name
Boy name
Girl name
OK I get it unfortunately people don't like u all that much but its late get some rest
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO REST
I give up
