Alone

The girl.

I am nothing but nothing. I'm the girl who is makes everyone else happy but I'm dying inside.My name is Louise and I love my friends but some of them have a problem with me and I don't know why but some people do hate me I don't know why because I am a really nice,loving,caring,polite but I am not one thing.Beautiful. Im fourteen a teenager worse years of your life's you feel so depressed and commit suicide. I'm in secondary school and I do have a crush and when you fall in love so badly and deeply it's the worse thing because you won't be able to concentrate in school or you won't feel anything if they break your heart...every day I have to fake it to my real friends because I don't want them to worry but the boy I have to walk past his block of flats every morning and it hurts me so much and I start to cry. I cry every day because of him I love him I miss him I want him I just want you to be mine but he doesn't realise what he is doing to me....he is my friend that is a good start but he is very confusing one minute he says he likes me and that made me the happiest I have been in a long time then the next minute he blocks me and don't talk to me and I do really love him some people might say we are only teenagers and we don't know what love is but I do I really do know what love is. He is really killing me and he has no clue what he is doing I wish he knew I really do.