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04 •Young Pappy• part 2

Getting deep into my feels with this again bruuuuh...

                   *Rayne's p.o.v*
It was time for Pap's funeral, I have non stop been crying for the past 3 weeks.

Spazz and I got to the funeral home, after the preacher said what he had to say he welcomed me to say some stuff about Pap.

"Hello Everyone, if you don't know who I am, I am...I mean was Pap's fiance, Rayne. I'm here to tell you that Pap was more than a Gang Member or a Rapper, he was a man who was loved by many people...people he didn't know. Pappy was good at whatever the fuck he did, ranging from shooting to rapping to loving me to just being a good man. He did anything to be with me...even if it meant skipping weekly gang checks, if I was hurting he was always there to comfort me. How could someone wanna kill him?...I never liked Pap being in Chiraq, it was his life before me though and I didn't want to stop him."

I really wanted to cry while saying all of this stuff about Pap, my world...is laying behind me unable to hug me or talk to me.

"He was a gang member but everyone loved him. He had the best personality around, whenever I was with him I had an endless smile on my face and nobody could stop it. We were only 14 and 16 when we met but I automatically knew we'd be together...our forever was limited."

I began crying my eyes out, Shawn came up and comforted me. I just kept crying in his shirt, he sighed trying not to cry.

"I'm sorry." I apologized to the viewers for having to see me cry my eyes out, my crying made Shawn cry.

"I miss him...so much." I fell to my knees crying, Shawn bent down to get me up off my knees.

"Rayne. Please, just get up." I looked over to see Pap's sister crying because of me it sent chills down my spine.

"I-I can't." I cried and put my face in his chest, he rubbed my head. I've never been so sad in my life.

"Rayne...we can talk when we get home. Please get up." He sighed at helped me up.

I fixed my hair and got seated beside Spazz and Shawn, my make up was now on my cheeks...I looked horrible.

"We would like to burry Mr. Thomas now." The preacher sighed, I stood up.

"C-Can we see him one more time?" I know Shawn and Spazz wanted to see their ride or die one more time.

"Go ahead." The preacher said, we all three walked over to see Pap resting in piece.

I held back my tears, a tear slipped from Shawn's eye. Pap was just sitting there dead and I couldn't bring him back, I didn't want him to go away now.

"Shawn, I'm pregnant." I told him, he looked up at me in shock.

"Pap's baby?" He asked, his hands were now shaking. Pap was a guy who liked to do you know...the nasty andI guess he forgot to put one on one time.

Y-Yes." I hugged him, it was a happy and a sad moment combined into one.

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Oh my lord.