If Only...

Basiic + Fllox

     Such odd names both of them had, which has begun their friendship. Basiic's heart had one day noticed that it was beating every time it heard Fllox's voice and saw a picture of him and was near him. Fllox's heart had realized Basiic's heart but sadly the bodies of both of them did not.

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     On Valentine's Day Fllox had found a beautiful letter in his locker. He had given it a strange look and decided to read it on the bus. Once he was on the bus he made sure nobody sat next to him. Fllox opened the letter:

Dear Fllox,
    I wonder how I should put this out to you but, I've always liked you. I hadn't realized my feelings for you until recently. I know, your probably cringing at this letter. It's also embarrassing for me to write this to you.  But, I want to say "I love you" in person so, I will and I will do it properly.

     The letter has not been signed by who had wrote this, the way it was written was small and had quite round letters. Fllox thought it was a prank Who would like me out of all people? By the time is was his stop he crumpled up the letter and quickly stuffed it in his back pack. Fllox and Basiically walked home together, in silence. Basiically's eyes wandered off not meeting Fllox. Fllox was doing the same. The silence had chattered once Basiic had spoken she muttered,"Fllox...I-I love you.." Fllox pretended not to hear her, he didn't know exactly how to react to this situation.

"Flloxadoxadox? Did...you hear me?"

"Yes..."

When Fllox and Basiic appeared in front of her house she whispered in his ear, "My parents aren't home." This had shocked Fllox he jumped and he wasn't sure what to do but someone he ended up entering her house. "Let's go to my room," Basiic had said. Her face was red, it felt as if it was hard for her to breath. Fllox oddly obeyed her, or it was his body that obeyed what his mind wanted. They put their backpacks on the floor and the air had become quiet and awkward.

Some time later it became too hot, no matter how much Basiic had changed the temperature of her house it was useless. Little did she know it wasn't the houses temperature but hers. Basiic had soon had a thin layer of clothing on and Fllox was topless.

"Maybe I should go home, I promised my friends I would play wi-"

"N-NO!!!"

"Then, why am I here?"

"Because...I want...you.."

"You, want me?"

"Yes, you retard!!"

Basiic was on her bed while Fllox was on the floor soon enough Fllox was on he bed with her. They deeply stared into each other's eyes and it got to the point where they almost did it but Fllox had stopped. He didn't want to be so quick in a relationship, sure he was the type to joke around in games but the truth was he didn't want to do it right away with someone he just got together with. Their mouths touched, lips on the other ones lips. Basiic was mad she felt as if Fllox didn't really like her. How could a guy refuse this type of offer? They the had put their clothes on and Basiic forced Fllox to get out.

Fllox didn't understand why exactly she was so made about. Soon enough they began not to see each other for about a month. Just a month is so little time you may think but it was a big change for Basiic. She was drinking, doing drugs, and other things. Then one day she got into an accident, by the time she got to the hospital she was dead. Tears streamed on Fllox's face even if she changed into a whole different person that he did not recognize he knew she was herself deep inside. If only we talked things through, if only I was always there for her, if only... I was the one that died.