Dan's POV
DAN AND PHIL BREAKUP?
YouTube duo breakup after coming out to fans.
Phan is over..
It didn't surprise me that the minute we broke up, dozens of articles, hundreds of tweets, and thousands of Tumblr post popped up. It disgusted me really. Why can't people every just mind there own business?
I decided it was best to stay off the internet for a few days, or until everything cooled down. I was staying at Louise's for the time being. I thought this meant I wouldn't be tempted to check social media, but I was wrong. Louise, like everyone else in the world, had a life and things she needed to do. This left me alone with my own thoughts. My thoughts aren't my friend even at the best of times.
I was gonna have to pick one torture or the other. I finally decided just checking my phone would be less damaging. I turned it on to see my hundreds of notifications. Lots of texts saying, "Are you okay?" Or "I'm here for you." Many mentions on twitter of crying faces.
Amongst these Twitter notifications was "New tweet from @amazingphil". I braced myself before clicking on it. I closed my eye as the tweet popped up. Unfortunately and fortunately, the next thing said "This Tweet has been deleted".
I was glad I didn't see it as it would have probably just hurt me, but the curiosity of him posting a tweet and deleting it killed me. This wasn't very Phil like behavior as he would only delete something if it had a typo or was a younow notification. I had a feeling it was neither of these which made me question, then what?
Was it about me?
Did he regret what happen?
Is our relationship really over?
All I knew is that is that it all fell down.
