How to be inspirational if you yourself is so down?
You feel dead?
All you have is problems
Yeah right problem is your best friend and that little voice inside your head
I don't know how to continue this anymore
I just can't inspire people
With all these problems I face
With all these happenings in my life
I just can't continue this anymore
I think I need to breath fresh air
I want to breath
I feel like I'm drowning
Slowly sinking deeper
This is like a circle
A complete cycle
Everyday same things
Same happenings
Same problems I need to face
I'm tired
I just wanna die
But......
I know I need to be strong
For this family
For my friends
And for my siblings
I need to be strong
I can't let those problems affect me
Eat me
And control me
This little voice inside my head
It's so manipulative
It will lure you
To a place where you think it will all be done
It will all be silent and peaceful
But the truth is
That silence means death
Complete irony
But if you have a choice
What will you choose
A life with so many problems
Or death with complete silence?
