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Joeys POV
I felt the warm air tickle my neck as I walked out of my gross, stuffy apartment in LA. Finally, I was out of there. I'm Joseph Michael Graceffa and for a fact, I can't help feeling cooped up in my house where my mom just sits on her bed, drinking alcohol. She started drinking when I was a little kid so I'm used to it. My dad would always yell at us over the stupidest things not worth fighting for; Folding laundry, me looking too girly, my sister being out too late. Over and over and over again, he'd yell. Especially at me because I couldn't help acting feminine on a day to day basis and not wanting to play sports. The truth is, I'm gay. That's my secret. It may be a pretty typical secret but it's mine, and as hard as it is to hide it, I try. My dad knew my secret, before I even knew it. Oh, he knew all right. At one point, he snapped and left us. He screamed at me about how ashamed he was and how he would never want or accept a faggot of a son. To this day, he has never came back home, much less called to check on us. I don't have many friends at school, only Shane. Shane Dawson, as he calls himself. He is the only one who accepts me for being me and would never even think to bully me for being homosexual or a "fag" as some may call it. Today I have go to school, even though the hot, glaring sun outside tempts me. God. I would do anything to get out of school and to just lay outside. To top it all off, there's this cute boy named Daniel, but he hangs around the douchey jocks that are straight so I'd assume he doesn't like me back. Everyday, I catch myself staring into his gorgeoneous green eyes. Ahhhh. I drown in them each time I have a class with him. They remind me of a meadow on a summer's day. Then I have to deal with the fact that because of our stupid society, I will never have a chance with him. Daniel, my prince, my knight in shining armor, gone.

( Yes we are changing to script because fuck it who cares it's FUCKING FANFIC DEAL WITH IT )

*At school*
Shane: Hey what's up joey?!
Joey: Hi Shane. Have you seen daniel this morning?
Shane: Um..no, do u like him or something?
Joey: Wtf Shane. Hehe. You know I only like girls... *giggles nervously*
Shane:Oh really? *winks* I know ur gay, joey. *chuckles lightheartedly* I've been your friend for years now. I'm not stupid. You don't have to pretend ur straight all the time. Being straight doesn't automatically translate to being "cool". I accept you, ur my bff so don't worry! And... I think I'm might be gay too... *blushes*
Joey: Since when are YOU gay?
Shane: Ummmm... a few months ago. don't tell anyone....I'm not sure of my sexuality yet so I don't really know if I'm COMPLETELY gay, but I kinda developed a crush on some guy at school.
Joey: OMFG WHO???
Shane: You know Ryland, the jock
that is best friends with Daniel?
Joey: Oh him? He's such a jerk though! *fake laughs*
Shane: Joey, you don't even know him that well. For all we know, he could be the nicest kid on the planet but we are too much of cowards to go up to him and say hi, or at least create some small talk.
Joey: Yeah, I guess so.
Shane: I also kinda like that booknerd Lisa...
Joey: Lisa Schwartz?
Shane: Yeah... *blushes profusely*
Joey: Um Shane? That's called BI not gay.
Shane: What's a bi?
Joey: Bi is short for bisexual and it's when you like both boys and girls.
Shane: Oh! I had no idea that existed! I thought it was one or the other.
Joey: Anyways, I gtg to class. Bye shane!!!
Shane: Bye bitch! *smirks and waves*

(This is our first fanfic so sry that its terrible)

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