tour bus 2 : apartments

2

I hate body temperatures. I just hate them. Shawn says it's because I'm "claustrophobic", but I say otherwise. I just hate being somewhere when all I can feel is hot breaths, and sweat not even 1/2 an inch away from me, other than Shawn's of course. But this is different. It's strangers, and friends (I say this word very lightly, now) and celebrities and just too much for me. I'm not a social butterfly. Shawn is walking around greeting people and having a grand time, while as I am squished on my couch in between a couple ripping each other's intestines out with their tongues, and another couple sharing a blunt. I was just about to get the goods! One second I can feel Shawn's member pressed against me. And then the next I'm practically shoved onto the ground by a shit ton of people to "party". I feel a tap on my shoulder interrupting me from my thoughts on how I'm going to get Nash and Cameron back. I tilt my head up just a bit to see a high Cameron. I giggled a little bit because whenever they get high it's like their little babies. It's kinda cute. But not a cute cute. Like a "awe what a cute little baby" cute. I quickly snap out of his trans and put on my angry look so he knows what's up. I squish myself out of the two couples and grab the blunt from the girls fingers. "Hey!" She complains, but it was apparent she had had enough. I take a small hit then set it on the ash tray. "I can't believe you." I tell Cameron. At this point I'm having to yell because the music was so loud and there was so many people talking it would have been impossible for him to hear me otherwise. I hate parties. I hate peoples body temperatures. Maybe Shawn was right; I just might be "claustrophobic".

"What?! It wasn't my idea. It was Nash's."

I shot him a slight glare but laughed a bit and pulled him outside to the patio so it's easier to talk.

Cameron and I have grown a lot closer over the years. He's the funniest, and chilliest, and nicest of the bunch. He's like my older brother.

"I know you don't like parties and all but you're dating Shawn Mendes. THE Shawn Mendes. You have to get use to the spotlight at some point. Just let loose a little."
I crossed my arms over themselves attempting to warm myself because it was surprisingly chilly that night.

"Well thanks for being so considerate but I'm more so upset at the fact that I almost got-" I froze in fear and embarrassment when I almost told him I was gonna sleep with Shawn. It's not like he doesn't know but it's nice to pretend like no one knows.
"Never mind. You know what you're right those nachos in there look really good we should go get some before they run out-"
"Oh no no no no. What were you gonna say?" I hear him say as he pulls me back. I rolled my eyes and looked up at him.

"Well what do you think?"

He took maybe three seconds of seriousness then laughed hysterically. I immediately walked back inside leaving him hunched over laughing. I hope he gets a cramp.

I'm standing on my tippy toes looking around for Shawn, I can't seem to find him anywhere. He's the love of my life so he's easy to spot. As I make my way through the crowd I feel something cool and wet run down my back. I shriek then turn around to see Nash with an "oh shit I'm fixing to get my ass beat by a girl" look. I'm getting ready to say a few words to him until he throws me a towel. "Sorry about that girly." I roll my eyes and dab the back of my shirt with the towel. "Have you seen Shawn anywhere?" I look around avoiding eye contact with Nash. I don't have problems with him anymore but I'm so infuriated with him about this party. I feel his arm extend past me and point in the direction of two guys and another girl and Shawn. His arm was awkwardly close to me I immediately started walking towards Shawn.

Nash has tried to hit on me for a while. But it's been so low key that I never even say anything because the average person wouldn't catch it. But i try not to stay in the same room with him for too long strictly because I want Shawn. Shawn. Shawn. Shawn.

He sees me approach him and extends his arm to pull me into his embrace. I suddenly felt much more comfortable with him. "Makayla I would like for you to meet some old friends back in Canada. This is Mason, Harry, and Daryn. Guys, this is my lovely girlfriend, Makayla."

I instantly felt my heart flutter at his voice saying my girlfriend. I can't believe I ever hated him. Now, it feels like I fangirl over that fact that he is mine every day. I shyly smile and make a hand gesture then curled back into Shawn as if I was a shy two year old. God he makes me so happy. I cringe thinking about me when I was younger. I was such a drag

The last time I remember having a party like this, was a month ago. They like to throw these things to get attention. That's my opinion at least. But I've noticed that Shawn hasn't been as involved lately. It makes me wonder if he even wants to be in the spotlight anymore. I don't know

"Baby it's getting really late in gonna go try and lie down. I love you." Before I could lean in and kiss him I hear him yell to the large crowd. "Hey everyone the party is over can everyone please get out now. Thank you guys so much so sorry for the inconvenience but it's late. Thanks so much I'll see y'all soon. Bye now!" I hear groans and huffs and girls giggled as they walk out. Im in terror as I see so many girls shitfaced wasted. I'll be praying for them tonight.

I smiled up at Shawn as he shows everyone to the door. He's so considerate of me. He always puts me first and that can get intimidating sometimes but he makes me feel so important. He's keeps me sane.

As he shuts the door behind everyone he slowly turns to me and smirks. I scream as he runs to me and picks me up and spins me in air kissing me. I wrap mmhm arms around his neck and kiss him once more. He starts to take me up the stairs into bed until I take a glance at the kitchen and living room.
I jump down off him and walk back down the stairs. My mouth falls to the floor in shock because once again, I will be stuck with cleaning up the mess.
"I hate parties."
Shawn comes to me and starts to kiss my neck and wraps his arms around me. "I know baby. I'll call someone to clean it up tomorrow. I'm so sorry. Let me make it up to you."

I couldn't help but say yes. Would you turn down Shawn?

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Hey it's ya girl Emily back at it again with the shitty writes. It's 3:30 am and I'm trying to write the longest and best piece of shit I can do here ya go. Sorry I'm a disappointment and haven't published in so long but I've been in need of a good story and I think I've got one so far. So yeahhhhh merry Christmas!!!!!