Chapter 1: The girl

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Everything started two years ago when the doctor told me that I needed some medicines

but I didn't want to take any of them,but like other things in life I had to take them.

The worst part is school ,seriously I don't even know why I still go to that hell,

well there is nothing that I can do about it I cant just not go to school. Any ways I'm

Rachel and I have something  which no one wants to have but I still have to live with it though 

it's just how life works. My passion is to impress my mom in any ways and make proud so she 

can stop worrying about me. When i'm at school people bully me they call me the "funky ass 

girl" just because when I was a kid I slipped down the stairs due to an attack and my pants 

ripped and everyone was able to see my  ass and this blind kid called ian (aka luke) touched 

them as well.Gay people think bad about them selves but at least they have hope to 

meet another Gay person and marry each other same with Lesbians but seriously I am 

never going to find someone like me i have no hopes and no dream.I'm 15 I have less chances to 

live than many other people and it's not going to be fair on a normal husband to waste his time 

my funeral so i want someone like me so we both have funeral soon and together and any ways

i dont want a normal husband to feel pity on me and use me like a use and throw wife (for use I 

mean to have love ) this one thing in my life changes everything the best is that no one 

knows about this , if life was up to me I would delete everything and start again (only if i could ).


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