"Does it bother you?" If he only knew what it actually does to me.

"It's not that. I just – I should probably get going." I stood up and he held my arm. I don't know why, honestly I do know, but when he did that I instantly approached him, looking at his lips. I was unsure if I wanted him to notice or not. If I wanted him to do something about it or just ignore the fact that I was staring at his lips wanting them so badly I couldn't take my eyes off of them.

"Stay. We can go upstairs and read comics if you like." ​

I can't, not anymore. "I don't wanna read comics, Carl." I tried my best to make the sentence self explanatory and bit my lip. ​

"Do you – uh, wanna go upstairs then?" He clearly wasn't expecting my reaction but he didn't step back. ​

"Yes. Yes, I do." ​

He was obviously holding a grin but I didn't care. He grabbed my hand and led me to his room. The walk was kind of awkward and very silent. When we finally got to his room he closed the door and came towards me. He cupped my face and kissed me tenderly, he was nervous, I could tell. I placed one hand in his chest and the other one in his hair, it was so soft.

The kiss was a little sloppy because this was our first kiss ever, I guess. It was amazing though, I just wasn't sure of what to do so I followed my gut and I believe so did he. ​

He lowered his hands to my waist and gripped it. I let out a needy sigh and I feel my cheeks hot in embarrassment. I took the hem of his shirt in my hands and lift it, breaking the kiss. ​

"Are you sure about this?" ​

"Yeah." ​

I ripped his shirt off and then my own. Carl looked at my breasts like they were a masterpiece, probably because he had never seen breasts before but it made me feel great anyways. I searched for his lips once again and this time he was more confident so his tongue was more demanding.

He caressed my back lightly with the tip of his fingers making me shiver. I pull him closer to get some friction and I finally feel his boner and this time I moan in both pleasure and excitement. ​

Carl lays me down on the bed and kneels between my legs. He kissed my lower abdomen and came up, kissing my breasts still covered by the bra and my collarbone. When he got to my neck he gave me a hickey, probably wanting to mark me down as his and that turned me on so much I wanted to mark him too. He unclasped my bra and pulled it out so fast I didn't even see what happened to it. Now he was finally looking to my breasts and he blinked a couple of times and said "Is it okay if I...?" ​

"Go for it." ​

He grinned and caught one of them in his hand and massaged it. I had no idea that I was going to like Carl sucking my breast so much, when I felt his mouth on my nipple I was already in heaven, but when he sucked it was something else entirely. I wasn't able to restrain my moans this time, they were a little loud. ​

Desperate for a kiss I pulled his hair to bring his head up, he moaned this time and I smiled in the kiss. I took off his belt and once I moved to the zipper his hand shakes a little while I brushed my hand in his arousal more than the necessary to open a zipper on purpose.

Carl helped me with the jeans, picked a little package – probably a condom – and looked back at me only in his underwear and I couldn't help but to look. I must've done something pretty greedy and ridiculously embarrassing because he had a huge smirk in his face. ​

"Shut up." I said and the smirk became wider. ​

He took my shorts off and just stood there staring at me like I was his muse or something. I can't say that I didn't like it because I loved it but I felt a little uncomfortable. I am confident but suddenly realization of what we were doing and how I was in front of him hit me and I blushed.

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