So I stared thinking while I was playing what if I committed suicide would anyone see the world the same like they did before I was gone would they imagine me walking around school with that smile that meant nothing or would they go on with their normal life's like if I was never in it at all would they feel bad for me or would they just say she was stupid for doing that some times I just start to think like that like what if this happen or that happen would my life be the same like right now or would I be doing another thing theirs only one way to find out right
