I'm overwhelmed with one thing.
A thing I do not wish on anyone.
This thing though I wish I could share.
At least with myself, but I can't.
And it's eating me alive inside.
I just want it to go away.
Just so I can be free inside.
But it won't let go.
It's very frustrating thing.
And it's caused by few said and unsaid words.
I'm angry and devastated, that I even let it this far.
Just how much wrong was I to think that...
Now all I can think of is the why's and the why not.
I'm only a human after all, so why do I care so much about it happening?
Why does anyone care anyway?
It's going to happen sooner or later.
I just wished it was later.
I don't like feeling this thing.
This sadness and melancholy.
This pain and emptiness.
This blur vision and stare.
This cold and hot.
This bittersweet.
This wrong and right.
Now I wonder if it's ever going let go.
Or if I am ever going to be able to let it go.
How could I? When it hurts so much.
To hold on or leg go?
This thing called Unshed Tears.
It's there no matter how much I shed.
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