The Unloved

Part 1

Niya P.O.V

If loving him was wrong I didn't want to be right. Everything that he told me was everything that I wanted to hear. But the way he was treating me was completely wrong. When we were finished he sat on the side of the bed putting his clothes back on so that he could be ready to go. I've always told myself that I'll never settle to be anybodys side line girl or a fuck buddy but the standards I set for myself were all put away for a man that used me to be a sugar mama. " So When Are You Planning on Moving in with me?" I probably set myself up for failure by asking him that but I had nothing to lose by asking a simple question. " Girl you know , the answer to that already. I won't leave my family for nobody , I'm not ready to be in any bs either. " our priorities were all messed up, we both were sick in the head and we knew it. Deondre wasnt just a anybody he was my heart and I loved him to fullest. Deondre then went to go sit in the living room leaving me in the room alone . Getting dressed I thought about the times we had in the back of my head , I wish I could go back in time to change things back to the way they were before. I then sat on the bed when I was done getting dressed and said to myself what the fuck have I gotten myself into

Just then my Tray and my Mocha had walked in the door  Deondre walked up to Mocha kissing on her acting as if what we had did , didn't happen . When I walked in the living room tray kissed me on the forehead & there We were back into character again but the role playing was going to have to stop eventually. Tray had became my fiance but the love that i had for deondre was way deeper than the love that i had for tray . And I love Mocha to death i knew that If I told her about what was going on she would die right there , that's why i tell myself repeatly that some things are best left unsaid. He was guilty but I had way more guilt in me . How could I ever do this to my fiance , & my biological sister  (Mocha)