Just A Puppet On A String

"The Promise that i made."

Long time ago...
I used to made a promise to my friends.

'Promise to believe. And be forever friends.'

Once.
One of them broke it.
They weren't sorry, but when I told them... They were sorry and yet promise me again.

It always happened to me.
Why? Why only me?..

But past is the past.

A insane smile upon my lips.
Dried purple tears streaks.
Black messy hair.
I sat down on my bed.

My life was ruined.
I was being played from my friends.
They were NEVER FRIENDS.

I was still mad but guilt and sadness took over me.

"The past is the past.. Why wouldn't you start a new life?." Somebody asked me.

"Shut up." I blurted coldly.

"Fine by me... But just be careful for once. I didn't like when you get mad." They said.

I didn't move as I look over to my family picture.

I grabbed it and threw it as it cracked into pieces as the picture was still alive.

"Why is my life hates me." I cried as I hold my legs, curling myself into a ball.

I just wanted to have friends.
But it's too late.
They just follows rumors from mean people..

They say that I 'Killed' somebody.
They say that I 'Hated' my family.
They say that I was a mistake.

My heart was already broken.

This one person...
Help... Me.
They said.

'No matter what's happen.
Somebody in your heart cares about you.'

I didn't believe.

My friends already broken my promise.
They didn't give me chances.
They were cold as ice.

Where was my life gone too.?

My heart beats fast.
As the wind blows as the birds were happy.
The sky were moving.
Days were going by.
I hate you. I love you.
But how do I believe.
Do I trust them?
But don't.
They were monsters in the pain of my heart.

Why...