her suicide note.

new year.

They say the new year is time for change

But I am scared, in pain

A new town, new school, no friends

A new start just to feel alone again.

I mean yeah look

Sure the bullying has gotten bad

And I dont have many friends

Not even a so called 'dad'

But with the friends I have

They help me ignor the monsters in my head

When I lose every thing in a new start

Thats when ill be dead

The blood and tears has never dripped so much

I never want to leave this town

Lose what little I have

The fear and demons drag me deep down.

Ill lose my friends, my team

And scared ill lose my man

The blade dances on my skin

the race my blood had ran

new year will be good?

but the fact I have no choice my opinion has not a care

My demons run and play with blades, ropes, and chairs

Saying "come on hun, come catch us if you dare"